gizzreid

gizzreid

spence
Apr 26, 2023
140
if anyone could answer even one i'd appreciate it. figured one big post with my questions is better than a bunch of individual ones.

1) what exactly is the water to SN ratio in tbsp? i have nothing to measure grams, just typical baking measuring tools.
2) what is the best OTC antiemetic that'd work? i'm not too concerned because i do not throw up easily but i want it just incase, i just can't afford nor do i have the energy to find a prescription,
3) how successful is it? like if one follows the guide to a T, what are the odds it fails? and what could potentially be the cause?

just wanna make sure this goes as smoothly as possible. i have autism so i plan things a lot and tend to get very upset if they go wrong... this going wrong would just be another level of upsetting lol
 
dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
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If in doubt use 20-25mg. I think this might be a rough table, at least I've seen different amounts given for ts/tbls.
I'm not sure on otc drugs and heard the effect can be minimal. Even aes most people still vomit. It's a poison so your body will react differently. I at first thought I'd be fine because I can keep my liquor down like a super human but I wouldn't expect the same reaction.

Even following everything it's still a gamble. The problem is enough sn making it past your stomach to your small intestine to be absorbed and overload your body's reaction to get rid of it. Puking is the main issue. Drinking a back up glass after that seems very hard to me but people who have probably couldn't tell us they were able to.

Theres no gaurenties in life or death. Sedatives can help the process or atleast make it more comfortable. Also vitamin c can help your body reverse effects if things dont go as planned but it's still best to get medical help.

I know your newer here and dont know your whole story but be 100% sure if your going to take sn. It will always be there for another day. Can always reach our to me or others to vent. Try every option before the final one. Please listen to what your inner self is saying despite body or mind before going over the edge.

A fellow edge runner.
 
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gizzreid

gizzreid

spence
Apr 26, 2023
140
I'm not sure on otc drugs and heard the effect can be minimal. Even aes most people still vomit. It's a poison so your body will react differently. I at first thought I'd be fine because I can keep my liquor down like a super human but I wouldn't expect the same reaction.

Even following everything it's still a gamble. The problem is enough sn making it past your stomach to your small intestine to be absorbed and overload your body's reaction to get rid of it. Puking is the main issue. Drinking a back up glass after that seems very hard to me but people who have probably couldn't tell us they were able to.

Theres no gaurenties in life or death. Sedatives can help the process or atleast make it more comfortable. Also vitamin c can help your body reverse effects if things dont go as planned but it's still best to get medical help.

I know your newer here and dont know your whole story but be 100% sure if your going to take sn. It will always be there for another day. Can always reach our to me or others to vent. Try every option before the final one. Please listen to what your inner self is saying despite body or mind before going over the edge.

A fellow edge runner.
i'm just new to the site not the feelings haha. been attempting since i was 13 but as a minor i was limited on lethal resources.

i'm one of the lucky few who loves salt. i over-salt everything. i grew up on the coast, and i have lots of mouth piercings, so i'm no stranger to salty water going down my throat so i'm not worried about a gag reflex either. i plan on having two backup glasses just incase, i use a straw in the back of my throat so i don't taste it as much either.
 
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Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
That post has a typo should be grams not mg. But the table seems close if you dont want to get a scale. Again please dont do anything rash, its comforting to have a plan but theres no going back once you act on it. What ever ends up happening. People here can relate and support you.
i'm just new to the site not the feelings haha. been attempting since i was 13 but as a minor i was limited on lethal resources.

i'm one of the lucky few who loves salt. i over-salt everything. i grew up on the coast, and i have lots of mouth piercings, so i'm no stranger to salty water going down my throat so i'm not worried about a gag reflex either. i plan on having two backup glasses just incase, i use a straw in the back of my throat so i don't taste it as much either.
I have a straw and oregel to numb my tongue. I hate sweat and when everyone is having desert I'm drinking pickle juice. Still it's the reaction your body has to a poison not neccesarily something too salty. Sn is lethal. Just trust yourself okay? I would have downed it awhile ago but I wont until the moment feels perfect. Havent felt it yet been suicidal for years too. Doing it then is your best chance for success and peace.
 
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warriorofeld

Traveller, beyond this marker lies midworld
Mar 22, 2023
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I'm doing all I can with this method since its my primary choice same with my secondary. I bought a digital scale got everything gathered up I can. bottled water, measuring cup (for water ml measurement), straw, cup, sn and meds I hope will help in the process as close to the guides as possible. to make it smoother gonna try and get ae and more benzos I pretty much fast all the time. Should I fail, I'll go with ph/full I got my rope and my liquid courage also in my kit with the rest. I keep it near or close to me to go at a moments notice. Most people think its a tool bag at work which it kinda is lol and home I hide it.

Not sure about failure rates and I doubt otc meds will work but I mean I'm gonna use whatever I can to follow the guides as close as possible hoping for the best.
 
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