Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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"just thought id let you know i decided to roll one"
"ok
i hope at least it helps"
"truth?"
"yes"
"no
it wont"
"ok...."
"its honestly probably going to make me feel worse"
"then why do it?"
and the best answer i had...
"so i can feel worse"
i forced myself into a mental breakdown (i was probably heading in that direction anyway, it was a really bad night). but why? hes right. why? cutting, not taking my meds, having so many mental breakdowns to the point that i 'optionally' have them. why? what does any of this accomplish? why am i doing it?
disorders suck. can i have new ones? lol
edit: ive heard it said that insane people dont really know theyre insane, but i dont believe that. maybe some of them dont know...but not everyone
"ok
i hope at least it helps"
"truth?"
"yes"
"no
it wont"
"ok...."
"its honestly probably going to make me feel worse"
"then why do it?"
and the best answer i had...
"so i can feel worse"
i forced myself into a mental breakdown (i was probably heading in that direction anyway, it was a really bad night). but why? hes right. why? cutting, not taking my meds, having so many mental breakdowns to the point that i 'optionally' have them. why? what does any of this accomplish? why am i doing it?
disorders suck. can i have new ones? lol
edit: ive heard it said that insane people dont really know theyre insane, but i dont believe that. maybe some of them dont know...but not everyone
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