InsatiableEmptiness

InsatiableEmptiness

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Apr 10, 2023
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I have not left bed today. I was suppose to drive 4 and a half hours to a funeral. I was also responsible for picking up my brother.

Idk how he got to my apartment but he came to my door and started banging saying "give me your keys, give me the keys" I gave no response despite how persistent he was. For reference he's a 28 year old NEET with bi polar disorder and I think he's a monster (I'm 23). He still lives with our mom. I hate him. I hate him. I want him to CTB.
I hate my family. The bar constantly raises for me and my responsibilities but he is constantly getting a lower and lower standard.
Everyone thinks I'm a high functioning machine but fuck then they are so draining.
 
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CentreMid

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Aug 23, 2018
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I'm so sorry you're in this position, and I'm sorry for your loss. I really is draining, to have to do so much on your own, yeah? Anywho, I hope you find peace. Take care
 
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