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Blue Horizons

New Member
Dec 6, 2022
4
Hello everyone.

I think I'm teaching the point in my life after years of contemplation where I have the means to ctb. I have a 9mm semiautomatic handgun with hollow points and I'm wondering if the chances of success are good and if it'll be painless.

If not, I was planning on going out and buying a 12 gauge shotgun tomorrow and seeing if I'm man enough to use that to finally see things to the end.

My background is I've shot guns before so it isn't too new to me, but I'm not expert. I suppose I'm just really nervous about it being painful and/or surviving.

If anyone wants to hear my story, I'm happy to tell it, but I'm sure there are so many on here that people are just straight to the point haha.

Other than that, I can only hope everyone else here is having a good day.
 
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Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
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12 gauge anyday. It's the most reliable and speedy suicide on paper.
 
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Sonny77

Sonny77

Member
Aug 17, 2023
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Hey mate, tell me your story. PM if you want.
 
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