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Cranberries-Free To Decide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








It's not worth anything more than this at all
I live as I choose or I will not live at all
So return to where you've come from
Return to where you dwell
Because harassment's not my forte
But you do it very well
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all, at all, at all, at all
You must have nothing more with your time to do
There's a war in Russia and Sarajevo too
So to hell with what you're thinking
And to hell with your narrow mind
You're so distracted from the real thing
You should leave your life behind, behind
'Cause I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all, at all, at all, at all
Hi-i-i-i-i, ha, la, la, la-la-la
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after a-a-all, at all, at all, at all
At all, at all, at all
 
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I really wanted to post something fun but I'm not in that type of mood

Soundgarden-Fell On Black Days :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart








Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
And whatsoever I've fought off, became my life
Just when every day seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded, now I'm doing time
Now I'm doing time
'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)
Whomsoever I've cured, I've sickened now
And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down
Searchlight so they say, but I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking when I get it right
When I get it right
'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
So what you wanted to see good has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours, just made it mine
So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking, no, not tying
No, not tying
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
Yeah, I sure don't mind
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
But I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate
I sure don't mind a change
 
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Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



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Past the road to your house
That you never call home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
When they pumped out your guts
Filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills
Say the worst is over
Kicked it over again
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
When they turn you on again
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Will they say you won the war
Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
No, you never had it right
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Oh, the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know
Take back your life, let me inside
We'll find the door, if you care, if you care to anymore
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
 
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Thank you for this thread. It made me smile.
I was DJ 14 years ago and played 80' 90' classics. I really enjoyed it.
Great memories!
 
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Soul Asylum-Runaway Train :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(My life since I turned 10 years old... Keeps spiraling faster)








Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on Earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am, just drowning in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
And everything seems cut and dry
Day and night
Earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Runaway train never coming back
Runaway train tearing up the track
Runaway train burning in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Garbage-Only Happy When It Rains :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
Why it feels so good to feel so sad?
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me
I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are goin' wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains
I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains
You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains
Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (pour your misery down)
You can keep me company
As long as you don't care
I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)
(Pour some misery down on me)






 

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