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nihilism__
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- Jul 12, 2024
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Title. Last few days I wasn't active at all, I'm sorry if I didn't respond to dms and private chats but I tried to do my best to give life a second chance (and it's not my first time doing that)
I started my fast 1 hour ago, gonna drink 500 ml of water in 3 hours and then fast again for another 4 hours.
Recap of the plan:
Fast 8 hours (500 ml of water total)
Take 1000 mg of paracetamol at 5am (500 mgX2)
Take 6 pills of maalox at 5:30 am (5mg metoclopramide X6) with a little bit of water
Drink 25 grams of SN mixed with 75 ml of water at 6am. I'll prepare another 2 cups beforehand in case I vomit my first drink.
I haven't texted the purity of the SN that I'm going to use, the lab said >= 98.5%. Can anyone tell me if they purchased on a Polish website called A….o pl their SN? Because that's where my SN comes from.
I am still glad that I tried with all my strength to give life another chance, but I am even more glad that it is possible to get out of this nightmare.
Moreover, although unintentionally, these months I have been very detached from friends and relatives and thinking about it was better that way.
Although I realized how frivolous and temporary all emotions are, since my uncle committed suicide in March and everyone forgot about it in a short time and have resumed their lives. makes me think. does it really make sense to worry about all this? and then one life less really counts so much? or is it just a number?
in any case in a few hours I will find out what awaits me, and that's all I'm waiting for. I would like to hear your opinions on it in the short time that remains
Nihilism
I started my fast 1 hour ago, gonna drink 500 ml of water in 3 hours and then fast again for another 4 hours.
Recap of the plan:
Fast 8 hours (500 ml of water total)
Take 1000 mg of paracetamol at 5am (500 mgX2)
Take 6 pills of maalox at 5:30 am (5mg metoclopramide X6) with a little bit of water
Drink 25 grams of SN mixed with 75 ml of water at 6am. I'll prepare another 2 cups beforehand in case I vomit my first drink.
I haven't texted the purity of the SN that I'm going to use, the lab said >= 98.5%. Can anyone tell me if they purchased on a Polish website called A….o pl their SN? Because that's where my SN comes from.
I am still glad that I tried with all my strength to give life another chance, but I am even more glad that it is possible to get out of this nightmare.
Moreover, although unintentionally, these months I have been very detached from friends and relatives and thinking about it was better that way.
Although I realized how frivolous and temporary all emotions are, since my uncle committed suicide in March and everyone forgot about it in a short time and have resumed their lives. makes me think. does it really make sense to worry about all this? and then one life less really counts so much? or is it just a number?
in any case in a few hours I will find out what awaits me, and that's all I'm waiting for. I would like to hear your opinions on it in the short time that remains
Nihilism