Method 7 days to ctb. Miahaps and mayhem

[Jezzibell]

What a journey. Everything that could go wrong with my health has. I look like death. I'm painfully thin everytime I just gently bump my body i bleed profusely.

I'm at the end now. I'm on a cruise ship in the Mediterranean. I bought full drinks and food package but its wasted. I take a bite and I'm done.

I have ptsd from cracking the back of my head so hard on a marble floor. The back of my head exploded with blood and there is a large indentation. The next day I tripped again and I think I've cracked ribs when I fell. I landed agai on the back of my head. That night I was reaching for water and again I'm so weak that the front of my face crashed down on the glass table.

I've hired a mobility scooter to get around the ship.

On Wednesday I will hit meto and domp hard. I will double down on laxatives as I have poor digestion. I will take significant amounts of furosemide. I will get sn ready before as I will be too weak.

I have not paid rent or renewed insurances. I have not sent car keys etc to my brother.

They can work it out.

Stay with me dear friends whilst I approach the end. Its quite lonely travelling solo.

I will be dead by Friday

 

[avaruus]

So did you end up flying with the SN? I remember you having panic attack over that, hopefully it went all fine :)
I'm gonna be gone soon too, i wish everything works out for you! <3

Btw, i didn't pay rent this month either :D, fuck it, we are going to be dead soon!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[Jezzibell]

So did you end up flying with the SN? I remember you having panic attack over that, hopefully it went all fine :)
I'm gonna be gone soon too, i wish everything works out for you! <3

Btw, i didn't pay rent this month either :D, fuck it, we are going to be dead soon!

Yes but not to uk.