It's hard to make me laugh. I have laughed, not much, but right after it's back to dread and sometimes even in the middle, I stop short and remember and it knocks it right out of me. It's been five years since I laughed with a laugh that isn't tainted. Boy, I really miss that.
I don't laugh much or often anymore.
But yesterday I watched the 'Monty Python' films ('Holy Grail' and 'Life of Brian') and it was hilarious and brilliant. I really did laugh.
But before that I am not really sure. Probably a while.