45 mins to go for SN- its time

[soulreaper]

started the regime, took ibuprofen and just took my antiemetics- not long to go

cant stop fucking crying looking at all me and my gfs pictures

was meant to meet someone from here on thursday to give them half my sn, im so sorry, if you are reading this im truly sorry, i thought i could wait a bit longer but i just cant.

im so fucking scared guys, scared of this not killing me, really im in a real fucking state right now, cant stop crying thinking back to the good times me and my gf had and just picturing her screaming and crying when she comes home from work and finds me here....why is this fucking life so fucking cruel???????????

i love her so much and i dont want to hurt her or anyone but i just cant go on anymore, just want this fucking pain to stop, i can never be the person i was before i started taking drugs and it kills me everyday of my life </3

 

[overandout]

Sorry soul that life brought you here. If you have some time time, you could test it with your blood to see if turns dark. Another way to test the SN.
If today isn't right time, you can always do it another day but if you are determined for it to be today then I truly hope it goes ok. Keep us updated

 

[aminend]

I hope a peaceful journey for u. If that's ur decision and ur sure let I say that SN works if u dont vomite or after vomiting take second SN. Dont worry that works

 

[soulreaper]

put some propanalol in the sn it didnt dissolve wtf...

 

[KleinerWolf]

it's possible to recover from addiction,
the same is true for finding another job.

I understand you are in a turmoil and that things are unpleasant and tough,
it is your discretion but I'm sure you can make the decision that's ultimately right for you.

You can pm me if you want to talk.
Otherwise I wish you peaceful travels.

 

[TotallyIsolated]

I'm so sorry. I hope you find what you need.

 

[soulreaper]

stomach is already churning and i havent taking the sn yet, for sure ill puke, i have 3 sn waters hope all will be ok

 

[Toptock]

May your transition be peaceful

 

[aminend]

Keep us updated bro

 

[bigdog]

How are you feeling?

 

[LifeSucks39]

How are you feeling

 

[snuff]

rest easy mate if you already took that

 

[Xiaomi]

I hope you find peace. If you change your mind, we're here for you. Life is a hard battle and you've fought bravely, soldier. I'll pray for you.

 

[miguel6565]

rest in peace,wish your journey was peacefull

 

[Deardaddy]

Thank you huggs

 

[PJFord]

Peaceful journey SoulReaper.

 

[Deardaddy]

Will join u at bus stop 888

 

[Tigeress Lost]

Friend
How Are You?
peace & hugs

 

[rt1989526]

I hope he made it peacefully

 

[Dima2]

I wish you peace , if you changed your mind we are here for you

 

[falloutcarter13]

Every time I see a goodbye with SN thread, I get more and more jealous. Can't wait til its my turn. Wishing you peace, soulreaper. Hope you found what you were looking for, my friend.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Dear @soulreaper ,i put on a little candle for you, I hope it's light will guide you to love and peace..

 

[Tigeress Lost]

Hey Guys
I'm really Confused Is he still with us or did he ctb? No information

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Last seen yesterday 1.16 pm...

 

[Tigeress Lost]

Last seen yesterday 1.16 pm...

Thanks Friend
I Hope He Had A Swift Peaceful Journey RIP SoulReaper

Every time I see a goodbye with SN thread, I get more and more jealous. Can't wait til its my turn. Wishing you peace, soulreaper. Hope you found what you were looking for, my friend.

Hi Friend

I Can Understand You I Know How It Feels We All Just Want That Final Ticket To ctb to swift traveI and inner peace

Peace & Hugs

 

[bigdog]

Oh shit man I am jealous. I could do it right now in the balcony but I don't have benzos
Fuck I don't know nothing left from me no happy ending unfortunately
At least I have SN