250 ft Bridge

[oldfritos]

Hey, I just wanted to make a post seeing what everyone on here thought of my plan that I will hopefully be playing out in the next day or so. There is a bridge just about an hour south of where I live that is 250 ft and is mostly over grass though there are some areas with concrete. I am planning on going for the areas with concrete but I don't know how possible that will be as it is just a driving bridge so I will have to park my car and jump off the bridge asap to not get stopped.

All I have to live for is my cat and my mom, but my mom also allowed me to be abused as a child and my cat will be taken care of by the rest of my family when I pass away so I'm not too worried. My last friend left me this past Sunday, I don't have any job or way to make a living that I would be happy with, the world is absolutely going to shit (climate and political wise), and god I can't handle the absolute shit my mind is always gonna be with TRD, BPD, PTSD, and more mental disorders that I'll have to deal with for the rest of my life. And I'm only 20 I don't wanna do another 60(?) years of this. Also not to mention this isn't my first attempt, actually from my first attempt I had a severe TBI (that I'll probably get early onset Alzheimer's from) and complete reconstruction of my foot (that I still have chronic pain from to this day). My second attempt was the same way except I only ended up needing a stitch or two. But hey third times the charm right?

So basically, do you think my method of jumping from 250ft onto concrete, maybe grass, is good? I've thought about other more peaceful methods but it just seems too hard to try and get SN and an antiemetic or another drug that I could OD on, though ODing on oxy or F sounds like a heavenly way to go I do have to say, but jumping off a bridge is the quickest and easiest to obtain method so I think I'll stick with that as long as you guys think it'll do the trick.

 

[aesoppo]

You've been through so much for someone so young, I am sorry. OD on F is in general a relatively "peaceful" way to go. As I've had it explained to me, it's essentially just going to sleep and not waking up. They give it to you during surgery and you wake up because there is someone to wake you up.

250 ft is quite the distance, I don't think the material at the base is necessarily a concern at that height. Grass, concrete, water, I'm sure they'll all act as a solid barrier at that height.

 

[letmegetout]

I agree with electricfishing on all accounts, I'm sorry you've been through so much.

Although the best is concrete, at 250ft, what you land on is not AS important, remember though there have been a few survivors from the 746ft Golden Gate Bridge, but obviously that's water and someone there to rescue a lot quicker.
Unfortunately no one can guarantee 100% it will be successful, but you're certainly more likely to die than 15-20ft which has also been known to be lethal.