24. Pain, illness, I do not belong to this world

[testpilot]

I am 24 years old. Recently diagnosed with a poorly understood medical condition, plus herniated disc which has left me in chronic pain for almost a year in multiple body parts. I have been in a psych ward already but nobody can help me with my illnesses. Despite being popular and successful, I don't ever feel like I've fit in and am understood. These physical problems were the last straw. Ordering my SN soon, see you on the other side sorry to my family and friends.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[58Alice85]

If you have the brains to kill yourself you are one of the lucky ones

 

[unluckysadness]

I am 24 years old. Recently diagnosed with a poorly understood medical condition, plus herniated disc which has left me in chronic pain for almost a year in multiple body parts. I have been in a psych ward already but nobody can help me with my illnesses. Despite being popular and successful, I don't ever feel like I've fit in and am understood. These physical problems were the last straw. Ordering my SN soon, see you on the other side sorry to my family and friends.

I feel you because I have a rare disease too. Everyday is a huge suffering. Chronic pain is just like living in hell. I have herniated disc too with so many other issues. I send you hugs. I wish us peace

 

[Xiaojiu]

I feel you because I have a rare disease too. Everyday is a huge suffering. Chronic pain is just like living in hell. I have herniated disc too with so many other issues. I send you hugs. I wish us peace

I have chronic pain and illnesses too. They're the reason I'm on this site. I want to CTB so bad but I have a lot of SI and trying to get over guilt because I'm married :(