birdofafeather
Just tired
- Feb 12, 2023
- 45
I honestly am so tired of trying to CTB and constantly failing. Usually I don't try hard enough because I'm scared of being injured for life or being locked up in a psych ward. But the one time I ended up in the hospital, they did nothing. They just said I'm doing okay and me trying to CTB was a one off so I don't need further help or resources.
I'm not going to get resources. They'll find a way to blame it on my autism and won't give me anything. So I just want out.
How do I get out of this without failing? How do I finally commit to CTB? How can I get out of this mental hell?
I'm not going to get resources. They'll find a way to blame it on my autism and won't give me anything. So I just want out.
How do I get out of this without failing? How do I finally commit to CTB? How can I get out of this mental hell?