Sometimes that very statistic scares me. 1 in 10000 is what I remember, so basically the same as what you said but divided by 10 on each side. The amount of suicidal people is pretty large, I knew many people who are suicidal, but not one actually died. What can be concluded from that is that suicide is hard. I have a pretty large fear of failing my attempt so that's that. The thing that relieves me a little bit is there was some graph like that, that showed people who failed suicide who were told to say how much they actually wanted to die. 1 being kind of just like an "Oh it was just an impulse thing" and 5 being "Every waking moment I think of nothing but CTB" and a large majority were 1 or 2.
I think personally I will succeed, maybe not on the first attempt, but I will try my best to not allow myself to live for 2020.
It's also quite sad to think that because this 1 in 10000 statistic is so low, you can think of other probably higher statistics, what's the amount of people who's life is a strong net negative? What's the amount of people who's life's are in ruin and are just going to rot in depression until they die of natural causes?