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[Demian]

I'm at 9 to 10

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

10/10

Means shotgun 10/10

My logical self: 10/10

Si?

Me Ability: never been able to do anything.

Me brainwashed self : all kinds of ridiculous meaningless addictions that I need to quit now like youttube

But I need to get my logical self to win and suicide asap . I have faith in my logical self

 

[LifeQuitter]

5/10 (I don't want to live or die).

 

[LunarLight]

2.

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

When I was still trying hanging, it was like a 3/10. My desire to die was usually around 9.5 or 10, but my certainty that I'd be able to pull it off was very low. Now that I've switched to SN, I am damn near certain I can do it now (9/10). It's infinitely easier of a method, and my desire to no longer exist has not waned. I'm ready for this to all be over and bow out of this stupid game.

 

[Demian]

When I was still trying hanging, it was like a 3/10. My desire to die was usually around 9.5 or 10, but my certainty that I'd be able to pull it off was very low. Now that I've switched to SN, I am damn near certain I can do it now (9/10). It's infinitely easier of a method, and my desire to no longer exist has not waned. I'm ready for this to all be over and bow out of this stupid game.

I'm the same. I have Sn with 98% purity. All I need is the Propanolol and the Metoclopramide and then I'll set a date to drink the SN.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case wish I was already gone, I wish I had the means to painlessly free myself from this existence, I suffer so much from how I cannot just find true peace from this painful, torturous existence that only ever caused me to suffer and was always so burdensome. To never exist again is all I hope and wish for, I'd never wish for existence, rather I just wish to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep to finally forget about the cruelty of existence, it's horrific to me how one can suffer so immensely for so long with no limit as to how much agony they feel, I never should have suffered at all.

 

[Forever Sleep]

6-7. Seems more likely than unlikely.

 

[Defenestration]

it depends...over a period of 20 years: 10/10 over a period of 10 years: 8/10 over a period of 5 zns: 7/10 over a period of one year: 5/10

 

[geogaddi_676]

Probably about a 5. My heart/gut wants to go but I know my brain will rationalise and try and talk me out of it. It seems all downhill from here though.

 

[Agon321]

In general, I have planned CTB for a long time. I will hit a wall soon, so I will have no other choice, so I choose 10.

But sometimes at night I think about my upcoming CTB and the fact that I plan to kill myself is abstract to me.
My brain cannot accept the near future.

My current life is all I know. When I drink SN I will most likely lose everything and... well, who knows what happens next.
It can always be worse. I hope that will not be the case in this case.
Maybe I will be positively surprised and regret killing myself so late ;).

 

[PlannedforPeru]

An 8 on account of not knowing how intense my SI will be when the bus arrives. I already bought all of my shit necessary for the plan and am self-sabotaging deliberately. I usually plan how the next few months are going to look but I honestly don't have a clue what this November is gonna look like should I not CTB.

 

[Just_Another_Person]

10/10 just need to pick the date