1 month left

[meltskelt]

I have 1 month left until the date I've planned to ctb. It is scary how time flies... But even if I change my mind, for now I'm feeling so weird.
People don't know I'm going to die, they don't believe me, so if I stick to the plan what are they gonna think?

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in whatever you decide.

 

[platypus77]

I have 1 month left until the date I've planned to ctb. It is scary how time flies... But even if I change my mind, for now I'm feeling so weird.
People don't know I'm going to die, they don't believe me, so if I stick to the plan what are they gonna think?

As I backed out of my plan last week I know the feeling, but my situation is different I have two failed attempts already (20 years ago). But I know the first sign I might display, people will enter DEFCON 1.

 

[human909]

Well, I don't know exactly what would happen if you stick to the plan. As long as you don't show them evidence that you are going to ctb I don't think this world will believe anything since they just want to assume everything is fine. But I wish you good luck and hope you find peace soon to escape from this suffering.

 

[Misanthrope0000]

2090 days left for me, time is going to fucking slow I may change the date

 

[meltskelt]

2090 days left for me, time is going to fucking slow I may change the date

at first its slow, but when u least expect it is already time

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

If they don't believe you, maybe they will think they should've listened? That they could've changed something? Hope you find your peace, time does fly indeed, and I can understand your feelings of weirdness as the time comes. All the best to you.

 

[areyousafe??]

As I backed out of my plan last week I know the feeling, but my situation is different I have two failed attempts already (20 years ago). But I know the first sign I might display, people will enter DEFCON 1.

What is DEFCON 1?

 

[platypus77]

What is DEFCON 1?

The defense readiness condition (DEFCON) is an alert state used by the United States Armed Force.

1 - Nuclear war is imminent or has already begun.

Basically, the end of the world has begun.