DO NOT DO THIS! There is a reason for the pinned thread saying not to do this. People have died on 2g of SN. You plan to take leas than that, but that does not mean there will not be very bad consequences. If you are not sure you are ready to die, do NOT take ANY KN.
but how do uu knowwww ur ready 2 die iv been ready-ish for like 6 month i dont wanna keep dragging this out & living in pain
My question with these types of things is usually "what do you hope to accomplish by this?"
I don't really see any tangible benefit besides making yourself sick as hell by consuming 0.5g. Who knows, might even put you in the hospital.
If you have misgivings about consuming the whole dose, to the point that you are willing to make yourself extremely sick, maybe that's telling you something about your desire to CTB?
its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain
My question with these types of things is usually "what do you hope to accomplish by this?"
I don't really see any tangible benefit besides making yourself sick as hell by consuming 0.5g. Who knows, might even put you in the hospital.
If you have misgivings about consuming the whole dose, to the point that you are willing to make yourself extremely sick, maybe that's telling you something about your desire to CTB?
its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain
My question with these types of things is usually "what do you hope to accomplish by this?"
I don't really see any tangible benefit besides making yourself sick as hell by consuming 0.5g. Who knows, might even put you in the hospital.
If you have misgivings about consuming the whole dose, to the point that you are willing to make yourself extremely sick, maybe that's telling you something about your desire to CTB?
its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain
