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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion Bullying Culture Needs to be Addressed.
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Journeytoletgo
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rotten
Run from my problems or stay?
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4
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489
siray
siray
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Deeply religious guy turned suicidal and wanted to have assisted suicide
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8
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738
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
Anonymous 4
Method What songs will be nice to listen to when ctb
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39
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2K
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
CoolGuy9
Venting I wish I didn't have to be the one to always send the first message
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15
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1K
Jumping_realms
Jumping_realms
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Handgun Death
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3
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501
Armageddon
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  • Question
Help How to CTB in an extremely controlled environment
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7
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1K
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
mentalhealthfighter
What can I do?
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3
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880
CoolGuy9
CoolGuy9
Grumpy Bear
How close was I?
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1
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540
Zinz
Zinz
lovelyheartz
Discussion Opinions on this article (It doesn't get better, it gets easier)
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14
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958
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
U
Taking diazepam between meto and N
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3
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474
upthedownescalatorr
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seekingoblivion
Wish there was a universal way to confirm whether a member had successfully ctb.
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7
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1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
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"Suicide is not selfish. Suicide is, normally, death caused by depression. It is the final collapse under unbearable weight. Suicide is a tragedy....
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13
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2K
All Things Must Pass
All Things Must Pass
usernamerequired
Venting Not sure what to do anymore
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9
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1K
usernamerequired
usernamerequired
StevieNixs
Method Thoughts and considerations on medication combinations?
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5
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715
toforigivelife
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Wakawaka
Has anyone here found happiness
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40
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2K
Freelyffe88
Freelyffe88
R
N vs SN
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5
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786
roguetrader
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NIĂ‘AESTUPIDA
Where to do it?
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9
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507
Promortalist_
Promortalist_
Alwaysbadtime
If I filmed what I endure it would be shocking how fucked I am
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7
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602
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
lighthousekeeper
I would much rather die than "get better"
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26
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2K
Deleted member 8579
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Cockney_Rebel
Who else has given up on “getting better”?
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45
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2K
demuic
demuic
SomeEdgeLörd
Help Should I do it?
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26
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1K
Jumping_realms
Jumping_realms
N
With whom that has ctb would you like to have a conversation
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7
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514
Fehler
Fehler
Marktheghost
Depriving us of reliable suicide methods makes us more likely to commit suicide
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18
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2K
Freelyffe88
Freelyffe88
hybridtheory
tonight would be perfect
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8
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744
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
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Venting Extremely tired of being around, but not sure about leaving yet
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8
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657
cameheretoforget
cameheretoforget
Pure
Thinking about talk therapy
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2
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395
Pure
Pure
hybridtheory
to be or not to be
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15
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722
hĘšll
hĘšll
rotten
Venting Threating to expose my self harm
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4
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621
rotten
rotten
B
  • Question
Discussion Mental Hospital Risk
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2
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620
HopelessFight
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R
N from D
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69
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4K
HopelessFight
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Cockney_Rebel
Since being suicidal, who else’s attention span has diminished?
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28
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942
newave3
newave3
Versailles
Non-existence is nice
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13
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882
Lifeless mindset
Lifeless mindset
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Story I think tonight is the night
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3
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747
Cockney_Rebel
Cockney_Rebel
N
What are the 3 suicide methods you would most likely use?
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83
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5K
noname223
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usernamerequired
Help Someone in London?
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16
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860
Cockney_Rebel
Cockney_Rebel
B
This time should be it..
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8
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691
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pen>Sword
Nursing Schools and Curriculums are Designed by Hypocrites and Psychopaths
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1
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524
whywere
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U
Method (HELP) faint underwater
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1
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642
mindcancer
mindcancer
greyhound
Erin Gilmer, Disability Rights Activist, Dies at 38
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20
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1K
Cockney_Rebel
Cockney_Rebel
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N from D, and drop the drowning..?
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8
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728
Jack'sPain
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S
Help How do you really know when you are ready?
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9
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1K
Jumping_realms
Jumping_realms
N
After a party feeling suicidal
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7
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610
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
T
Help Advice regarding note/finding body
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6
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699
sadpinky
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Snake of Eden
There is this radiating solemnity about people who are about to ctb
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6
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572
CioransSon
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NothingElseMatters
Do you think SN is peaceful?
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9
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873
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Hercules
Help Help understanding crypto currency
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1
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629
Alwaysbadtime
Alwaysbadtime
T
Has anyone else gotten depress from a dream
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15
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903
Versailles
Versailles
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Help CTB witness/together dc ?
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2
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600
sadpinky
S
S
Help Will this do?
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2
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477
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