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Suicide Discussion

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I have a weird taste in music when I'm suicidal
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5
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509
Beau
Beau
R
Death of members
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8
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1K
rxleep
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R
Venting SN won’t arrive in time
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8
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740
rxleep
R
rationaltake
Advance Decision
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0
Views
293
rationaltake
rationaltake
WantToQuit
How truly lethal is SN?
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1
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559
fox_wannabe
fox_wannabe
xLosthopex
Story Good job pro-lifers…
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10
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1K
Manaaja
Manaaja
Wayfaerer
Is there any feeling worse in the world than unfulfilled potential?
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16
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1K
callme
callme
Anxieyote
Discussion If you could exit the workforce, would you still want to CTB?
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15
Views
677
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
hopelessgirl
2500mg Atarax + 5000mg seroquel
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1
Views
403
PotSmokingSloth
PotSmokingSloth
R
Easy Meto and beta blocker right to your door
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17
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1K
sadpinky
S
Apricity
Drunk and sad
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8
Views
677
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
VegasLyra
I envy people who got a peaceful death without asking for it so much
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4
Views
574
Snake of Eden
Snake of Eden
All-Dead-Y
How to stop a dumb suicide?
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2
Views
568
toforigivelife
T
kurisutinabestgirl
Venting Do I even deserve to have the easy way out?
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8
Views
666
arie
arie
Braindead Atheist
Where can I buy SN?
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6
Views
1K
Death is beautiful
Death is beautiful
hopelessgirl
Got anitmetics
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3
Views
511
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Local to ctb with SN
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6
Views
516
fox_wannabe
fox_wannabe
E
Mrcaringuy
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1
Views
436
PeacefulTonic
P
Swabbie
Mögliche Hilfe
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4
Views
634
Swabbie
Swabbie
FailureGirl
  • Question
Help ctb in 4 day feeling indecisive.
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16
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1K
Seiba
Seiba
V
well friday is my last day on earth
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4
Views
592
PeacefulTonic
P
E
Does purchasing materials change you as person?
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12
Views
880
Beau
Beau
P
Can someone with a lot of reputation on this site DM me AV's email, I think I'm in contact the real one but want to be sure
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11
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1K
Feeding Pigeons
Feeding Pigeons
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Some humor from The Onion
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1
Views
405
beefbaby
beefbaby
mousebot
Discussion Do any of you also daydream cope
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21
Views
846
OpheliasFlowers
OpheliasFlowers
drained999
i can't do this anymore
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8
Views
631
russoquan
R
91Days
Help Why's the sn so expensive?
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14
Views
1K
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
G
How do we all keep going.
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17
Views
644
Sans
Sans
B
Can I find sodium nitrate in physical stores?
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3
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1K
Auto Immunity After
Auto Immunity After
TheHatedOne
no one
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3
Views
509
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Chisel
Story I tried partial hanging today
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8
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1K
Chisel
Chisel
W
Is there anyone you trust?
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54
Views
2K
Dagon
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cloudnone
Fear of going?
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5
Views
552
Bedrock48
Bedrock48
TheHatedOne
it happened again
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2
Views
547
Outandproud
Outandproud
bennay
If I could have anything
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8
Views
522
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheHatedOne
pure suffering
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2
Views
471
everydayiloveyou
E
B
Venting Downward spiral
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4
Views
489
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
exhausteduntreatable
Venting Going to be intubated against my will
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45
Views
3K
exhausteduntreatable
exhausteduntreatable
Jenjoh2358
When should someone CTB?
Replies
9
Views
675
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Promortalist_
Venting Anybody else stuck in an endless cycle?
Replies
21
Views
2K
Dot
Dot
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Why am I expected to suffer with absolutely no end in sight and no reward?
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10
Views
2K
Midgardsorm
Midgardsorm
odradek
Story Empty Observer
Replies
8
Views
905
ForNow
F
C
  • Locked
Discussion Friends I am tired of pretending, What exactly is SI
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2
Views
613
whywere
W
Im Sorry Mom
I cant make up my mind
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5
Views
708
Neni
N
D
Discussion Thoughts on Clonazepam as an AE alternative?
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1
Views
524
Apricity
Apricity
PrincessInWhite
begging for assistance with exit bag from anyone familiar with it
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12
Views
979
Apricity
Apricity
artificialpasta
Venting I wish I could suppress loneliness
Replies
7
Views
573
TheHatedOne
TheHatedOne
Bot
Venting Life is so horrible
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11
Views
743
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
Zzzzz
I think my time might be soon
Replies
3
Views
522
Crazy4u
Crazy4u
abruptum
what’s the bigger concept?
Replies
4
Views
462
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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