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Suicide Discussion

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almaranthine
Story sex, fear, despondency, incomprehensible emptiness
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11
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970
almaranthine
almaranthine
C
I Bought It
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21
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1K
aeri
aeri
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Banning this forum would have serious consequences
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31
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2K
Soulless Angel
Soulless Angel
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Discussion What future event would you be sad to miss out on if you CTB'd now?
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60
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2K
Fred Sailor
Fred Sailor
Dizzy_Dreams
Getting closer and closer
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3
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669
BlankUser
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ShutUpEli
How easy is it to get a gun?
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8
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628
ShutUpEli
ShutUpEli
Un-
Discussion The Silent Ones
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8
Views
563
almaranthine
almaranthine
Ch92921
My brain wantsvery much its suicide
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4
Views
361
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
onthelastday
Venting Just a vent
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2
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382
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Water-Lily
If I am fucked for life due to my extensive trauma, what's the point in fighting
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6
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622
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
Broken Chimera
One Reason We Stay Silent
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5
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769
Un-
Un-
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Location
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12
Views
784
Butterfly65
Butterfly65
Butterfly65
It's getting down to it now.
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3
Views
418
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StateOfMind
Simulating a blow of fate
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4
Views
598
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
butterscotch
Help is the bleach & ammonia method possible without endangering others?
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3
Views
872
SweetDreams500
SweetDreams500
WornOutLife
Discussion Dating + being suicidal
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49
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2K
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
fatiguecentral
Anyone else want to die because of abuse?
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3
Views
544
ClownMe
ClownMe
Fthis
Help How do I get myself to jump?
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5
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822
LONE WOLF.
LONE WOLF.
C
What do i do
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4
Views
384
BlankUser
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Melchoir
Venting Friends threatening to follow
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5
Views
499
Mentalmick
Mentalmick
Life_and_Death
Discussion Suicide at home
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9
Views
830
JustAMatterOfTime
JustAMatterOfTime
LostSoul1609
PPH 2021 any better downloads?
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0
Views
307
LostSoul1609
LostSoul1609
abruptum
Discussion What’s your relationship with sleep?
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67
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3K
GarageKarate07
GarageKarate07
Spiny Lobster
Venting Birthdays are the worst.
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11
Views
989
BlankUser
B
C
why tf is nembutal so expensive? is there any way to produce it at home?
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5
Views
764
Carrotcake
Carrotcake
O
Are any of you in love? Is this related to your CTB?
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34
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2K
MindFog
MindFog
LostSoul1609
Alternative poisons
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1
Views
535
Sslsh
Sslsh
Nymph
Hardcore criminals get to use N and not us
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16
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1K
BlankUser
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L
Ugh! Another day in hell for us all
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37
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1K
Leiden
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Birdie
I plan to CTB very soon and would like to get some words of kindness, please!
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19
Views
896
newave3
newave3
BridgeJumper
Story I tried to freeze myself to death
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5
Views
2K
orlandom
O
SterileMoth
Venting Not again ...
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8
Views
536
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
O
Okay? How is your evening and how are you
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11
Views
671
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
MyrSS
Help SN without antiemetics
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5
Views
984
RowdyH999
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simpler-fy
Misconceptions and common fears
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6
Views
627
simpler-fy
simpler-fy
DemonicAngel
  • Question
Pentobarbital and gastric bypass
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0
Views
313
DemonicAngel
DemonicAngel
Jumper Geo
Discussion Tower Bridge Jumpers
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3
Views
933
Nohopeinhell
Nohopeinhell
T
Getting Beta Blockers
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11
Views
923
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
I
Is a good idea to tie 2 rope in my neck?
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3
Views
759
I'm Darkness
I
Cockney_Rebel
If you've not died, following an OD, how did you feel (emotionally) when you came around?
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8
Views
706
Rustysoupcan
Rustysoupcan
Wrennie
How did all of these people obtain scripts for Seconal?
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0
Views
443
Wrennie
Wrennie
Wakawaka
My house just lost power
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1
Views
574
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
esoterispeec
Does anyone have dreams of themselves CTBing
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13
Views
587
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
A
Where can I get a gun and how much does it cost?
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5
Views
850
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
eternalmelancholy
Life is an involuntary lottery
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12
Views
737
Some1's_Wasted_Fetus
S
StateOfMind
Time passing really fast
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11
Views
796
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
catch99
Life without Love
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30
Views
1K
HarpoMarx
HarpoMarx
NothingElseMatters
my life would be perfect if I haven't fucked up everything
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4
Views
532
nopointofliving
nopointofliving
hfdepression30
I wish we could ask them..
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15
Views
706
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
N
I can only endure this because there is an exit
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3
Views
463
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
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