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Suicide Discussion

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M
Story I have a partner but I don't want to hurt them
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4
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599
Worndown
Worndown
C
Does anyone on here live in Portsmouth, UK?
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7
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628
Sun n showers
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S
Has anyone ordered N to India from D?
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8
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1K
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
protocorpse
Help Online Meto USA. Any feedback on source?
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0
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311
protocorpse
protocorpse
J
How do I measure 25 grams of SN without any weighing equipment
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15
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1K
anaconda
anaconda
K
Venting I want to get as many physical illnesses as possible
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12
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1K
hiAbbey
hiAbbey
Dizzylady80
Method Partial + nitrous oxide (lauging gas)
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8
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1K
Shu
Shu
everythingblack
giving up through living vicariously?
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9
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570
AprilieJalnic
AprilieJalnic
Murasa
Let the disease kill me
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7
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665
anaconda
anaconda
D
Method Amlodipine
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4
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1K
anaconda
anaconda
B
I have 2 bottles of N and antiemetics
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11
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1K
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
D
Discussion What therapies and diagnoses did you have?
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5
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519
sneezing123
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R
Decided on a Date
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2
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345
sneezing123
S
FuneralCry
To me, making jokes about suicide is insensitive. The suffering in this world is very real.
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27
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1K
Symbiote
S
Shu
Do you mind giving your perspective on this? FixThe26
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57
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3K
DreamSurfer
DreamSurfer
D
Quick question sorry to interrupt is there anyone on here from the uk? I want to ask if they had problems with getting N from the source D.
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8
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1K
anaconda
anaconda
TAW122
Venting An example of presumptuous prolifers
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11
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772
Euthanza
Euthanza
LowLevelChimp
Story Slowly crawling to the inevitable end.
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2
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469
Againstthewind
Againstthewind
antihuman.
What drugs can make me go unconscious
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5
Views
646
ghqkiiia2
G
Not_A_Seagull
Venting I feel like my parents hate me
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4
Views
424
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
I have to leave my gf behind and that hurts. A lot.
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3
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412
KiraLittleOwl
K
G
Discussion Anyone thinking of robbing the vet
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14
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1K
Everydayismisery
E
aeri
Venting i wanted to be happy
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13
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771
HopefulButPrepared
HopefulButPrepared
E
Venting Loitering at the the pharmacy
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9
Views
602
HopefulButPrepared
HopefulButPrepared
l0stc4use
bpd
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13
Views
960
chronicallybroken
C
T
Lots of Spam Initial Posts
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4
Views
482
castler
castler
Razor67
Will be taking N without antiemetic.
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3
Views
544
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
Method N dosage
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6
Views
698
Sunny-Pia
Sunny-Pia
S
Method Brodifacoum aka rat poison and slitting wrists?
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3
Views
939
Silent Forrest
S
Razor67
Be aware of DMs after receiving N
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8
Views
929
blue_muse
blue_muse
A
Where to find a proper bottle with nitrogen/helium in Europe?
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5
Views
434
befree
befree
Un-
If this forum shut down permanently right now, where would you go?
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34
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1K
Sniffer
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L
Method Questions about charcoal method
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33
Views
4K
befree
befree
A
I will try to get better but if not I'll kill myself
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5
Views
859
Sniffer
S
S
Help How to overcome SI?
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14
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2K
MementoMori81
MementoMori81
D
Help Please help
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5
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451
befree
befree
S
When self harm isn't enough anymore
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4
Views
434
scaredycat84
S
alwaysdopesick
N20 to help with partial suspension?
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1
Views
365
Dizzylady80
Dizzylady80
E
Help How do i end up brain dead?
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6
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1K
eternalflame
E
L
Suicide I Found Out About
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10
Views
759
HopefulButPrepared
HopefulButPrepared
8evergo
joy in hanging
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15
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1K
jcksonb22
jcksonb22
Shu
NYT article.
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18
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2K
Euthanza
Euthanza
BluesRunTheGame
Venting The current European heatwave is just adding to my suicidality
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38
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2K
QuietEnd
Q
J
Venting I’m really scared guys
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10
Views
795
Worndown
Worndown
D
Help Nembutal dosage in real life and in vad/euthanasia clinics?
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13
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
AprilieJalnic
Lmao i feel physical/mental pain daily
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3
Views
386
everythingblack
everythingblack
S
Venting Strong si ,anyone?
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7
Views
733
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
deathbydragon
So how do people here source their antiemetics & antacids? Pharmacy or online?
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8
Views
515
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
P
Death is the best option for me because of politics and lack of community
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22
Views
940
Pcgamer1
P
N
  • Question
Method Need help
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4
Views
747
Ethereal Knight
Ethereal Knight
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