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Suicide Discussion

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Biggest fear
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552
WantThisToEnd
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Venting How do you guys get over guilt when planning to CTB?
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3
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571
Bubbly
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Sodium Nitrite
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0
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614
Smika1d
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goinghome11:11
What should I say if I attempt to buy N and a regulator at a welding supply store? Also advice on exactly what to buy.
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3
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1K
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slamjoetry
Venting Anyone else sick of being called manipulative?
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2
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540
Hystearical
Hystearical
UnluckyYogi
Help Meto for SN
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6
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747
weepingfree
weepingfree
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Method Fent DNM
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7
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839
levinejohn
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Venting "God" is the most mind-boggling manipulative and sadistic being ever.
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4
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561
MindOverMenace
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Goodbye
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7
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634
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
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Death, fear, feeling of guilt..
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1
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443
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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EEBD
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1
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296
outrider567
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Exitwings
  • Question
Help Benzos question
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13
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1K
Tommen Baratheon
Tommen Baratheon
ijustwishtodie
Discussion What would you do in this situation?
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5
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589
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
Açucarzinho583
Venting I lost myself
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1
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376
Hollowman
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Is anything ever happy?
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10
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551
Kadaver
Kadaver
BrokenPinocchio
Discussion Does anyone else have a "due date"?
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8
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905
littleinsanity
littleinsanity
feuerflieger
Venting i'm back (i guess)
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0
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382
feuerflieger
feuerflieger
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Anyone had any success getting SN from DMC held for pickup?
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0
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568
TangentiallyAlive
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Help How to weight SN without a scale?
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10
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802
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sugarb
Discussion If you had a gun, how many times would you have CTB’d today?
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31
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2K
Thisisme373
Thisisme373
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Discussion Songs to CTB?
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29
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2K
random_user
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Don’t know if I want to die but think about it all the time
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1
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539
friendless_soul
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sparrowcharm
Hi All
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13
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591
sparrowcharm
sparrowcharm
Last dance
Help Is my setup for SN good enough?
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10
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2K
Last dance
Last dance
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The "think how others will feel" answer
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30
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2K
Imcantbreathe
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Premonition Part 1: Freedom
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7
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2K
samsara_96
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The signs of being suicidal
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3
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408
CantDoIt
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immrw
so is getting SN outside of the question?
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7
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474
amaterasu :-)
amaterasu :-)
Mlifos & Sitoa
Venting I hate myself
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2
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493
freakshow
freakshow
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Venting New twisted SI symptoms
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5
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730
CantDoIt
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Venting Is it selfish for me to be alive?
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1
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450
Forever Sleep
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Dejavu
Venting This desecrated graveyard
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0
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377
Dejavu
Dejavu
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My birthday, no friends, barely any family
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11
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677
QueerMelancholy
QueerMelancholy
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Venting Why is society so anti ctb
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34
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2K
painofzed
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How do I manage to CTB while having a minimal budget?
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3
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519
Cuecumber
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  • Locked
Pentobarbital sodium
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9
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826
Deleted member 10090
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cait_sith
„Accept the things you can‘t change“ - What if I don’t want to? I can change everything.
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7
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557
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
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Travel to South America for CTB with N
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0
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375
stopmesuffering
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Please rate my story
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0
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338
cosmic-freedom
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L9 CHOCOSYRUP
Discussion If not dead, where do you see yourself in the next few years?
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60
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2K
CantDoIt
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YandereMikuMistress
Help could somone built to succeed harbor somone that isn't.
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1
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425
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
bunny_brownie9
Discussion have you ever made promises to someone that you won’t ever ctb?
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36
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1K
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
AbsurdAbyss
Story I Quit.
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0
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469
AbsurdAbyss
AbsurdAbyss
highwaytoheaven
hi im new... sharing some thoughts about heaven
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39
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2K
genoke
genoke
Lost Magic
Why does my heart feel so bad?
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3
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378
Guy089001
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Kman8777
I really think I am going to do it right now.
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5
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550
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Well its Beyond Over and I Cant take it anymore. 😣 💔
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1
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593
eden101
eden101
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Tired of existing, Tired of wanting to die but not doing it, Tired of hoping things are better.
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3
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595
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wasteandvoid
Venting Unlucky
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1
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587
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Guess I'm now just panicked about being alive
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3
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462
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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