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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
Rudi
Story Recovery diary - 05/13/2025
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8
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Rudi
Rudi
bluebook
Discussion solitude maxxing
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16
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963
Lookingtoflyfree
Lookingtoflyfree
bpdwriter
bad job interview today, i don't know how much longer i can repeat the cycle
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8
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676
Obliviate
Obliviate
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found a new reason to go longer
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5
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556
DirtCommie
DirtCommie
istherehope
Help What to do about my abuser ?
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11
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804
Hvergelmir
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Discussion dealing with repressed rage?
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6
Views
856
mirror_mercury
mirror_mercury
triggerfinger
Venting So, my cat's dead
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3
Views
537
mirror_mercury
mirror_mercury
macaroni
Venting It's not like I want to die but the job market is shit
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16
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2K
chasingsarcasm
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ElTopo
Discussion Suicide or living for the sake of others?
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5
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619
WeepingWorm
WeepingWorm
bpdwriter
Anyone has any experience with Psychiatric dogs? not emotional support
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3
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776
Hvergelmir
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LetMeOut67
I went to A&E (England)
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8
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879
LetMeOut67
LetMeOut67
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Discussion Death meditation, tw religious talk ahead
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2
Views
555
timf
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SenelXamano
Venting It still fucking hurts seeing them
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5
Views
693
SenelXamano
SenelXamano
Amile
Trying to rebuild my life after being an hikikomori, and worries about college and age.
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6
Views
935
XKZyn
XKZyn
ElTopo
Venting I want to vent about something but I don't know what
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3
Views
522
Tulsa Sam 52
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LifeIsASadist
Smoking weed really helps me
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3
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515
liesabouthelp
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blissful
music for a better state of mind
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11
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1K
fallendevil
fallendevil
Awesomefoid67
Venting had a pretty bad breakdown recently, just wanted to make a post about it.
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0
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406
Awesomefoid67
Awesomefoid67
K
Help How do you convince yourself to keep living?
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7
Views
657
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
mirror_mercury
As someone who used to suffer from PTSD
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4
Views
420
mirror_mercury
mirror_mercury
NutOrat
Story I went to a psychiatrist for the first time
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3
Views
641
sheeplit
sheeplit
pinstripe
Ups and downs of recovery
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12
Views
941
zombiegirl
zombiegirl
playalistic
Weekends are really fucking hard
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1
Views
388
soulchaser_
soulchaser_
deep-sleeper
Help How to actually deal with cyclical negative thoughts
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10
Views
834
westerly_merlin
westerly_merlin
.koocain
Venting no reason to stay
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3
Views
552
usernamesarehard
usernamesarehard
U. A.
Free u.s. trans / disabled / etc. telehealth resource
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8
Views
706
Blahaj
Blahaj
collapsenik
Help How do you wake yourself up?
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15
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1K
GhostInTheMachine
GhostInTheMachine
SadGirl
I've always been an idiot
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5
Views
699
SuicideKurt
SuicideKurt
sleep4eternity
Venting I Keep Wondering If I Could’ve Changed the Outcome
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7
Views
770
TBONTB
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Venting I'm scared I might snap.
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3
Views
635
westerly_merlin
westerly_merlin
F
Venting I’m jealous of people who say they want to die
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2
Views
571
fedup1982
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Someplace_nice
Something is trying to get me severely hurt
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1
Views
420
EternalShore
EternalShore
.koocain
Discussion i want to love
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5
Views
627
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
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Venting i don't know how to express my feeling anymore
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5
Views
578
ElTopo
ElTopo
trying ungracefully
Where is the hope
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4
Views
542
solo52
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playalistic
Choosing to get better
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5
Views
859
playalistic
playalistic
.koocain
Venting everyday feels like shit
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2
Views
539
.koocain
.koocain
heldbyone
Reading
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14
Views
955
heldbyone
heldbyone
abndnd33990
Question about methylphenidate (Ritalin/Medikinet/Concerta)
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6
Views
672
wine is fine but
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I hate all therapists
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7
Views
682
horrorofBeing
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GPT and complex trauma
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8
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1K
Unbearable Mr. Bear
Unbearable Mr. Bear
Crematoryy
Story I'm in a virtual pseudo-relationship and it's helping me recover from depression
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2
Views
516
UtopianSoliloquies
UtopianSoliloquies
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Venting It just keeps getting mad.
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1
Views
361
timf
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eggsausagerice
Venting what do you do on hard nights?
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13
Views
1K
Vorty30
Vorty30
iamrealandyouarenot
It’s getting bad again
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1
Views
315
timf
T
Spike Spiegel
Is it weird I don't want to get fully better ?
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2
Views
442
Abyss Dweller
Abyss Dweller
Someplace_nice
Story The funniest thing
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0
Views
305
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
TheLastGreySky
Dealing with imposter syndrome?
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3
Views
401
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
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Venting maybe strarve myself?
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1
Views
477
Galam
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syntheticSun
trying something new
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2
Views
503
westerly_merlin
westerly_merlin
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