Here I am. Ready for peace hopefully.

[StillBreathing]

I just ingested 120+ xanax and am waiting by the water to swim as far ad i can into the lake. Its very cold but i hope the xanax will help with that. If I somehow survive or pussy out i guess its another failed attempt.

Currently waiting for the xanax to kick kn. Afraid to puke and mess it up. Fuck im so tired rn.

 

[Heartaches]

May your death be peaceful and painless. Don't be too hard on yourself if you mess up in any step. Best of luck.​

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the peace you search for, best wishes.

 

[iloverachel]

Good luck my friend I hope it is painless

 

[returntothevoid]

Quite the method. I guess they succeeded. Hope they are at peace now…

 

[StillBreathing]

Update: I failed.

I can slightly remember getting ready to undress my jacked and shoes allowing me to swim more easily. Laid my phone on the bench.
A man appeared at some point behind me with a kid standing in the background. After that I only remember falling around the bedrock close to the water, somehow getting back up into the forest path (probably the guy helping me up). The last thing I remember is waking up in the the hospital 2 (or 3?) days later looking and feeling like shit. Blood and rashes all over my head and hands.

The staff told me I was collected by firemen using a boat so presumably the man called for assistance. Fuck.....

I guess I will have to plan better next time so I can have no interruptions.

 

[Heartaches]

Update: I failed.

I can slightly remember getting ready to undress my jacked and shoes allowing me to swim more easily. Laid my phone on the bench.
A man appeared at some point behind me with a kid standing in the background. After that I only remember falling around the bedrock close to the water, somehow getting back up into the forest path (probably the guy helping me up). The last thing I remember is waking up in the the hospital 2 (or 3?) days later looking and feeling like shit. Blood and rashes all over my head and hands.

The staff told me I was collected by firemen using a boat so presumably the man called for assistance. Fuck.....

I guess I will have to plan better next time so I can have no interruptions.

I'm sorry, I don't think anyone could've predicted something like that. I hope the hospital stay wasn't too grueling or uncomfortable.​

 

[returntothevoid]

Update: I failed.

I can slightly remember getting ready to undress my jacked and shoes allowing me to swim more easily. Laid my phone on the bench.
A man appeared at some point behind me with a kid standing in the background. After that I only remember falling around the bedrock close to the water, somehow getting back up into the forest path (probably the guy helping me up). The last thing I remember is waking up in the the hospital 2 (or 3?) days later looking and feeling like shit. Blood and rashes all over my head and hands.

The staff told me I was collected by firemen using a boat so presumably the man called for assistance. Fuck.....

I guess I will have to plan better next time so I can have no interruptions.

Christ. I hope you aren't in too much pain now. Keep us updated

 

[StillBreathing]

I can't say I feel much other from the head injuries. I feel a bit tired, might go for a massage and head to bed.

 

[rozeske]

I hope you feel all better soon. Take it easy.

 

[StillBreathing]

First of all thank you for all your support.

I wanted to say that if I am offline for the next week or two then I have probably succeed in a different plan. I am going out to check it out soon but idk if I have the guts to go through with it.
I have made some changes and will go to explore them.

Lots of love to you all.

 

[rozeske]

First of all thank you for all your support.

I wanted to say that if I am offline for the next week or two then I have probably succeed in a different plan. I am going out to check it out soon but idk if I have the guts to go through with it.
I have made some changes and will go to explore them.

Lots of love to you all.

I wish you the best in finding your peace

 

[StillBreathing]

I was there, ready to jump, but a few minutes later the place crowsded with tourirstss I had to cancel. Maybe another time, or another method. For those intrested here is the wikipedia link https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Preikestolen

 

[StillBreathing]

this way of dying seems very brutal. I want somethinh peaceful. Is a large amount of morphine enough to put me to sleep forever?