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- Jan 8, 2022
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Glad you found some things to work for you. Migraines are so hard to live with. My pins/needles burning is mostly skin. Feels like I am on fire and not human and hurts to touch. I would try cannabis but I am extremely sensitive and get anxiety from things... also stomach issues and sound sensitivity. I'm a hot mess. "Seems" like you are doing ok. Do you still want to end it?I have chronic pain from permanent spinal cord damage and neuropathy degeneration. On my really bad days, nothing really helps and even crying makes it hurt more.
However, I have found some things that work for me. My medical cannabis licence changed my quality of life the most. I do "yoga" on days I can trust my limbs to work. It's not pretty, I topple over a lot, but it gets some of the pins and needles out of my legs. I also do spinal decompression therapy. Oddly enough, Tylenol + caffeine does wonders for my migraines and when my fusion metal throbs.
That sounds so painful. I hope you are able to find something that works.Glad you found some things to work for you. Migraines are so hard to live with. My pins/needles burning is mostly skin. Feels like I am on fire and not human and hurts to touch. I would try cannabis but I am extremely sensitive and get anxiety from things... also stomach issues and sound sensitivity. I'm a hot mess. "Seems" like you are doing ok. Do you still want to end it?
Thank you. I sent you a PM.That sounds so painful. I hope you are able to find something that works.
I've just started the long process to see if I can have more good days than bad. It takes so much energy that I don't have, but I was inspired buy another members story and our chats, so I'm giving it a try.
Yes, akathisia. I've had it in various forms from different meds and besides my stomach and ears now, it's why I won't take anything else. I also have tinnitus. I've adapted to it but the sound sensitivity is worse for me right now and the tinnitus has gotten worse. I'm sorry you are suffering too.I am here because of chronic pain. I have a somewhat rare autoimmune inflammatory disease and got tinnitus about a year ago which is what propelled me to this site. I thought I was going to lose it. I relate to what everyone has said and I am sorry you are all suffering.
It's so frustrating as one med can lead to another all with side affects. I too had a mild akathesia result from a medication and now I rarely will take anything new.
As far as coping that is the question. Currently most days I am not as I am going through a rougher flare. I wish I had something to offer other than anything I can do distract myself.
The CTB = Ticket To Hell is a LIE spread by the Churches (which have been built on lies since AT LEAST the 1500s) that Christians who don't take time to really analyze the Bible with their own eyes parrot because their lame ass Churches told them so.
Google "Bible versus about suicide" right now. There is no direct Bible verse that pertains to suicide. Every single one listed is very vague and open to interpretation.
Now check out Matthew 16: 21-24. Jesus never HAD to die. He CHOSE to die. When Peter tries to talk him out of going through with the crucifixion he says "Get behind me Satan! You do not have on your mind the things of God, but the things of man!"
Clinging to this planet and it's trappings is not of God, it's of man. More enlightened Christian circles will tell you that Lucifer owns BOTH Hell and Earth.
As an aside, there's another Bible verse that I dwell on a lot: Revelation 9:6: "And in those days people will seek death and will not find it. They will long to die, but death will flee from them."
I feel like that's us right now. As we head into our Dystopian Future, what Christians call "The Tribulation" - I feel like the Pro-Life Psychosis that has poisoned society, especially in the last couple years, is the manifestation of that Revelations Verse happening in real time.
TL;DR: God and Jesus will forgive you if you CTB, and clinging to life on this Planet is more inherently Satanic than CTBing.
I see those commercials for the meds that can cause this and the new drug that is supposed to help. It completely made me fearful and beyond cautious of any new drug. Most of my docs call me non compliant because I refuse to take anything new. The worst for me is I awoke from a surgery with it, granted mild but the movements and anxiety would not let me rest after the surgery, it was driving me out of my mind and I never want to experience anything like that again. Then with all the issues after the Covid vac, I do not trust either the medical community or the pharmaceutical companies anymore.Yes, akathisia. I've had it in various forms from different meds and besides my stomach and ears now, it's why I won't take anything else. I also have tinnitus. I've adapted to it but the sound sensitivity is worse for me right now and the tinnitus has gotten worse. I'm sorry you are suffering too.
Thank you all. Unfortunately for me, the past few days, my stomach and hyperacusis has taken center stage. The hyperacusis has been getting worse and it's a terrible f'd up condition.There is a couple of videos in my profile that might be worth checking out. It was how I overcame my decades of chronic pain
There is a couple of videos in my profile that might be worth checking out. It was how I overcame my decades of chronic pain
Thanks for looking a them, they were a tremendous help to meI watched the second video on your profile. He's saying the pain is mostly in your mind, yes? He says Ignore it. Fight through it and defeat it. I tried that so many times because I'm a fighter, but it just makes it MUCH worse when i try to bull through it. Also the video has very few negative comments under it, like mine, if any. That's odd. Have it been sanitized?
I will take a look at your 1st video now.
Thanks for looking a them, they were a tremendous help to me
I would say two things, firstly the pain isn't in your head or imaginary it's just that for some it's a manifestation of psychogical issues. Secondly ignoring the pain doesn't work, I tried that for many years and it just got me into more terrible pain and situations. It's more about learning and understanding what is going on and then with that knowledge you are able to then do things that you thought you couldn't do.
I joined around this time last year after making several attempts in the prior months. I then found this stuff Literally around the same time I joined up here (I had been lurking for a few months) I think I was so desperate I would have tried anything and normally I don't believe in woowoo stuff like this seemed to be.I looked at both. Both videos are a number of years old. How many people have they cured since they came out, not of nebulous ailments but the terrible things you see here? How about you? May I ask why you're here? I feel so sorry for people on this thread. I think we're being tested on earth.
I'm not sure how many people this have helped. I know Dr Sarno was very big in the US he got endorsed by a lot of celebrities. His books were very well recieved and they made a documentary about him. Since then a lot of Doctors have continued and expanded his work I couldn't tell you how many people they have helped but there are many stories and testiminials you can find.I looked at both. Both videos are a number of years old. How many people have they cured since they came out, not of nebulous ailments but the terrible things you see here? How about you? May I ask why you're here? I feel so sorry for people on this thread. I think we're being tested on earth.
What kind of infusion may I ask?I'm here mostly because of my chronic pain and the strange health symptoms I have experienced over the last several months due to getting an infusion. I can't even lay in my sick bed to just get relief. Pins and needles/, burning all over my body, sound sensitivity/tinnitus, gastric issues and insomnia plus more. I'm losing everything. I'm so depressed. I can't take it any longer
Anyone else in the same boat? How are you coping?