BrugmansiaFreak
Still playing with the matrix (?) Who knows
- Jul 5, 2020
- 82
Hey everybody.
Right, so I will ctb soon and my method is partial hanging suspension, is the most fast and painless method I can hand. As I practiced and tried so many times I know how to do in a way that work for me. My only obstacle is SI that prevents me to keep going.
Obviously downer drugs help, although I tried it drunk and high on chloroform and still failed, SI is a bitch. I read about people using benzos, it may help but for now I can't get benzos... But I have zolpidem. Zolpidem is very effective for me to put me into sleep, and quickly, so I was thinking about taking zolpidem before hang myself, but there's a problem. Zolpidem make me sleepwalk. I blackout and do things with ZERO memory next day, and apparently I'm like another person when I'm on this state.
My fear is that I can do something stupid while on zolpidem and get unwanted attention, fucking all my plan. Anyone have experience with this drug? What do you think about the whole plan?
Right, so I will ctb soon and my method is partial hanging suspension, is the most fast and painless method I can hand. As I practiced and tried so many times I know how to do in a way that work for me. My only obstacle is SI that prevents me to keep going.
Obviously downer drugs help, although I tried it drunk and high on chloroform and still failed, SI is a bitch. I read about people using benzos, it may help but for now I can't get benzos... But I have zolpidem. Zolpidem is very effective for me to put me into sleep, and quickly, so I was thinking about taking zolpidem before hang myself, but there's a problem. Zolpidem make me sleepwalk. I blackout and do things with ZERO memory next day, and apparently I'm like another person when I'm on this state.
My fear is that I can do something stupid while on zolpidem and get unwanted attention, fucking all my plan. Anyone have experience with this drug? What do you think about the whole plan?
