I have had the absolute worst month on Zoloft. I knew it would be difficult, but I had no idea it would be this bad. I don't think it's supposed to be this bad. I feel like I am in hell right now, this has been the most desperate day of my life and the only thing keeping me from killing myself is my animalistic instincts and lack of a favorable method.
I am also trying to prevent myself from going back to the psych ward. I was just there for the same reason but they actually increased my dosage of Zoloft from 25mg to 100mg. Silly me thought surely I would get past the side effect phase and it would start to help me. No, I feel like I am in mental anguish, my heart is beating rapidly, everything in my life feels impossible right now. It's honestly worse than I could ever possibly describe.
I am supposed to be moving my stuff from one apartment to another today, I don't have the energy to do it and my sister and her husband have to move everything for me. I seriously feel so bad but I can't do anything. I am putting my family through so much shit right now.
What should I do? Should I just stop taking it? I seriously can not put myself through any more of this.
I am also trying to prevent myself from going back to the psych ward. I was just there for the same reason but they actually increased my dosage of Zoloft from 25mg to 100mg. Silly me thought surely I would get past the side effect phase and it would start to help me. No, I feel like I am in mental anguish, my heart is beating rapidly, everything in my life feels impossible right now. It's honestly worse than I could ever possibly describe.
I am supposed to be moving my stuff from one apartment to another today, I don't have the energy to do it and my sister and her husband have to move everything for me. I seriously feel so bad but I can't do anything. I am putting my family through so much shit right now.
What should I do? Should I just stop taking it? I seriously can not put myself through any more of this.
