Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚
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- Oct 8, 2024
- 73
I really don't know what I want anymore.
I cried so much today because I know I'll have to keep the promise to myself to at least stay around until my next birthday, and I'll just keep feeling this way until than.
Though I'll say there was one good thing today, I got to see my siblings open up the gifts I made them! (We didn't open gifts yesterday bc my sister wasn't with us)
I loved seeing them open the gifts I made
I don't have much else to say though so I'll keep this short.
If I have any motto it's that if you have nothing nice to say, say nothing at all so I'm going to try to figure out myself and I'll see Cherry in January. Today was our last appointment of this year.
I have no expectations for celebrating new years, except that maybe I'll keep things together since I'll be celebrating with my bf.
Since I'll be forcing myself to live this next year I hope it'll at least be ok.
That's all.
Xxx
I cried so much today because I know I'll have to keep the promise to myself to at least stay around until my next birthday, and I'll just keep feeling this way until than.
Though I'll say there was one good thing today, I got to see my siblings open up the gifts I made them! (We didn't open gifts yesterday bc my sister wasn't with us)
I loved seeing them open the gifts I made
I don't have much else to say though so I'll keep this short.
If I have any motto it's that if you have nothing nice to say, say nothing at all so I'm going to try to figure out myself and I'll see Cherry in January. Today was our last appointment of this year.
I have no expectations for celebrating new years, except that maybe I'll keep things together since I'll be celebrating with my bf.
Since I'll be forcing myself to live this next year I hope it'll at least be ok.
That's all.
Xxx
