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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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For me the biggest fear is: poverty, homelessness, survivng a suicide attempt
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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Jul 19, 2020
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Prison
Public humiliation
Universal hatred
 
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
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My depression
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
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Some how being saved during an attempt and ending up unable to speak or move but I can still think normal so I'm trapped and would be for years...shit freaks me out big time. Not sure if it's ever happened but would anyone know anyway if person can't speak or move?
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
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Prison, poverty, and disease (including aging). Just the existence of these things is motivation enough for me to ctb.
 
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demon bunny

demon bunny

crybaby
Mar 4, 2020
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abandonment
 
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ocd is bad

ocd is bad

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Jun 26, 2020
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I'm terrified of being paralyzed. I don't know how people have the strength to do it.
 
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demon bunny

demon bunny

crybaby
Mar 4, 2020
15
For me the biggest fear is: poverty, homelessness, survivng a suicide attempt
i've experienced every single one of these several times. i've been living like a rat my whole life. i'm so poor.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
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:pfff: Abandonment. :pfff:

It's laughable because I think there's a bullseye on my heart that the universe keeps tarrgeting; just when I get over a rough one, another bigger more painful one happens. They pile on top of each other and have created the insecure, traumatised good-for-nothing that is "moi."
 
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demon bunny

demon bunny

crybaby
Mar 4, 2020
15
:pfff: Abandonment. :pfff:

It's laughable because I think there's a bullseye on my heart that the universe keeps tarrgeting; just when I get over a rough one, another bigger more painful one happens. They pile on top of each other and have created the insecure, traumatised good-for-nothing that is "moi."
ya it happens over and over again. my mommy. my brothers. my best friends. but im safe right now with the love of my life <3 i am so thankful that i have him
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
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ya it happens over and over again. my mommy. my brothers. my best friends. but im safe right now with the love of my life <3 i am so thankful that i have him
I'm very happy for you. :heart:
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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Damn.... Good question,. I have So many fears Idk if I could possibly narrow it down to 1...?.. I'll reply back later when I can gather my thoughts.
 
leiche

leiche

i need a cigarette
Aug 19, 2020
196
aging is the biggest, also prison, depth, height. even if i'm guy, it scares the shit out of me to be so close to someone to have a possibility to have sex. idk it's just gross
 
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LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
my social isolation, my ugliness. +surviving suicide attempt.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,756
My greatest fear is fear itself...

...meaning I fear anything that can potentially cause me fear, which can be most anything. :tongue:

I'm also really terrified of scary faces like the scream face or anything that's been used for an online jump scare. I just can't stand those.
 
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

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Jan 18, 2020
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Surviving a suicide attempt AND turn into a vegetable so your parents need to take care of you ... can't imagine how embarrassed I would be.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
poverty, being raped, being abused again, and living until i'm old and can barely walk.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Failing my ctb attempt and having to remain
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
I will have researched and planned for months and it won't work.
 
builtwrong

builtwrong

permanent solution to a permanent problem
Aug 24, 2020
51
My father worked his ass off and finally carved out some happiness for himself this late into his life, I'm terrified I'm going to rip that away
 
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BrokenGirl

Member
Aug 24, 2020
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Surviving a suicide attempt
 
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