LukaParrot
Student
- Dec 18, 2024
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First of all, I'm not a "believer", my family is not religious. We're just "Budism" when someone dies, we do traditional funeral and the seven and thirty day budism cerimony where a monge pray for the soul to cross over safely.
My mother almost died during her teenage years and after that, she could feel somethings and she knew when something important is going to happen that could affect her life or her family. My father never believe in this crap but when my mother got pregnant from my sister, she travelled in her dreams to a place, it was dark and saw a teenage girl with a very sad smile. In the next day, she said to my father she was pregnant with a girl. After nine months, my sister was born and my father was very happy.
When my mother got pregnant from me (man), we travelled to a beautiful park. There was a lot of teenages and she said in the middle of all that teenages, I appear and greeted her. Next day, my mother told my father about getting pregnant with a boy. My father was little creepy but well there I was.
My mother worked as a nurse before meeeting my dad, she took care of a lot of sick people, some staff didnt want to care about some patients because they had contagious diseases and some where in there deathbed. My mother told me about a woman, you could see through her skin and see the internal organs, nobody wanna take care of her but my mother did. That woman promisse to look after her afterlife.
As a teenage, I was a little septic about afterlife but I started studying about astral travel and I was able to do it, and going to share some of my experiences:
- I was really curious about hell, if it really exists, how it was? I was not suicidal, just curious, then I travel to a place, I was kind of dark, I entered in some kind of "elevator" and it started to go down very fast, i was really scary, i cant describe the realism but then it stopped, I could see a little of red light. I didnt saw anyone but could hear in my mind that I was not allowed to be there then the "elevator" started to go up and I wake up.
- In that dream, I was not conscious. I I heard my dad calling me to wake up as everyday to go to the school but I WAKE UP in the sky and I was pulled down so fast, but so fast to my body. Felt like 5 seconds. My dad usually just knock on my door but he was at my side in my bed, pale and very scared because he was shaking me and took a "while" for me to "wake up".
- This time I was studying and getting my degree, I was really nervous because getting a internship was really hard, I tried everyday to get a oportunity, It was my last year of graduation. When I "travelled", I saw a office room, kinda rectangle, usual desks and computer, people working, could not see ther faces. After few months, I got my internship, it was a square room with few people like 6 or 7, was neat to meet my life, to work, get paid. After few months, we all got moved to another place of the company and It was exactly that room, I was so creepy out but kinda happy.
- In my later 40's, during Covid, was not working. I was at my home, very depressed. My father had died like 2-3 years ago. During one sleep, I was standing at a door. Look at left, a long hall with doors, look at right, the same.... looks like a hospital, then someone appears in front of me, I could see the body, I could see the clothes, was some kind of blue pajamas, I tried to see the face of that person and he was looking down then he look up, it was my dad but look a lot younger like 30's (he died at 67), he was very calm but serious and then he smile at me. I was so shocked with his smile and wake-up.
I would like to mention my talk with my mother about this lucid dreams:
- About my sister sad smile, during teenage we had to intern my sister because she was very suicidal. She took a lot of pills, tried to jump. When she got better, my mother told me my sister smile at her and was the same expression she saw when "meet" her.
- Our life as a family was going pretty well, money was kinda of issue but we were very happy. My dad, my mother, my sister, three dogs, birds, fishes, plants. My mother is a very strong woman and I saw her crying in the living room, I was a teenage, when she calm down, she told me about seeing my dad soul in her "dream" saying "Shinda, shinda...shinda" (it's a japanese term, like "I die.. i die"). She could see body, my father was little fat, but could not see the face. That week, my dad's brother died.
After this experiences, you can call lucid dreams I ask god to stop. I didnt want to experience this anymore. This kind of dreams was very scary by the realistic details, conscious too. And it stopped, didnt had any more "dreams" like that.
I dont expect you to believe or not, just sharing what I had experienced. I dont want to believe that hell exists since I'm going to suicide but I'm ready if such thing is real.
I just wonder if someone had this kind of experience in life.
My mother almost died during her teenage years and after that, she could feel somethings and she knew when something important is going to happen that could affect her life or her family. My father never believe in this crap but when my mother got pregnant from my sister, she travelled in her dreams to a place, it was dark and saw a teenage girl with a very sad smile. In the next day, she said to my father she was pregnant with a girl. After nine months, my sister was born and my father was very happy.
When my mother got pregnant from me (man), we travelled to a beautiful park. There was a lot of teenages and she said in the middle of all that teenages, I appear and greeted her. Next day, my mother told my father about getting pregnant with a boy. My father was little creepy but well there I was.
My mother worked as a nurse before meeeting my dad, she took care of a lot of sick people, some staff didnt want to care about some patients because they had contagious diseases and some where in there deathbed. My mother told me about a woman, you could see through her skin and see the internal organs, nobody wanna take care of her but my mother did. That woman promisse to look after her afterlife.
As a teenage, I was a little septic about afterlife but I started studying about astral travel and I was able to do it, and going to share some of my experiences:
- I was really curious about hell, if it really exists, how it was? I was not suicidal, just curious, then I travel to a place, I was kind of dark, I entered in some kind of "elevator" and it started to go down very fast, i was really scary, i cant describe the realism but then it stopped, I could see a little of red light. I didnt saw anyone but could hear in my mind that I was not allowed to be there then the "elevator" started to go up and I wake up.
- In that dream, I was not conscious. I I heard my dad calling me to wake up as everyday to go to the school but I WAKE UP in the sky and I was pulled down so fast, but so fast to my body. Felt like 5 seconds. My dad usually just knock on my door but he was at my side in my bed, pale and very scared because he was shaking me and took a "while" for me to "wake up".
- This time I was studying and getting my degree, I was really nervous because getting a internship was really hard, I tried everyday to get a oportunity, It was my last year of graduation. When I "travelled", I saw a office room, kinda rectangle, usual desks and computer, people working, could not see ther faces. After few months, I got my internship, it was a square room with few people like 6 or 7, was neat to meet my life, to work, get paid. After few months, we all got moved to another place of the company and It was exactly that room, I was so creepy out but kinda happy.
- In my later 40's, during Covid, was not working. I was at my home, very depressed. My father had died like 2-3 years ago. During one sleep, I was standing at a door. Look at left, a long hall with doors, look at right, the same.... looks like a hospital, then someone appears in front of me, I could see the body, I could see the clothes, was some kind of blue pajamas, I tried to see the face of that person and he was looking down then he look up, it was my dad but look a lot younger like 30's (he died at 67), he was very calm but serious and then he smile at me. I was so shocked with his smile and wake-up.
I would like to mention my talk with my mother about this lucid dreams:
- About my sister sad smile, during teenage we had to intern my sister because she was very suicidal. She took a lot of pills, tried to jump. When she got better, my mother told me my sister smile at her and was the same expression she saw when "meet" her.
- Our life as a family was going pretty well, money was kinda of issue but we were very happy. My dad, my mother, my sister, three dogs, birds, fishes, plants. My mother is a very strong woman and I saw her crying in the living room, I was a teenage, when she calm down, she told me about seeing my dad soul in her "dream" saying "Shinda, shinda...shinda" (it's a japanese term, like "I die.. i die"). She could see body, my father was little fat, but could not see the face. That week, my dad's brother died.
After this experiences, you can call lucid dreams I ask god to stop. I didnt want to experience this anymore. This kind of dreams was very scary by the realistic details, conscious too. And it stopped, didnt had any more "dreams" like that.
I dont expect you to believe or not, just sharing what I had experienced. I dont want to believe that hell exists since I'm going to suicide but I'm ready if such thing is real.
I just wonder if someone had this kind of experience in life.
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