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Everyone here has different pain and reasons but you understand what it's like to want to ctb.No one around me understands, will help and would not let me do it. Do any of you think you would help someone? I know we don't want to but if someone you love was very ill and in pain, could you. I've seen many couples have done it when the person in pain has asked. A daughter just killed her mom who was denied MAiD and begged her. I know a guy that was an exit guide who left to help people on his own
He said he had taken away the tank and hood so it looked natural. He was able to get sources for people. He said some got the tanks from where he told them. He would visit and teach them. He'd leave or stay with those who asked.He was a retired doctor who started volunteering at hospice. Seeing the pain, loss of dignity, crying begging not recognizing there spouse or kids. He volunteered to be a guide and taught people how to die painlessly. The organization he was with combined with another and he decided to leave and do it himself. I think he passed away. Would anyone do that? What about family or friends? I watched both of my parents my aunt and granddad suffer after chemo ,I tried to get them to eat ,drink. I never heard of any right to die groups back then.My Dads death was terrible even though he was on hospice we called an ambulance, he was bleeding agitated, seeing things and what he was saying didn't make sense to us My mom would tell me crazy things happened to her, she got robbed, someone put her hands on a can and was smashing them with the lid my sister died, when I told it might be a bad dream she said I just don't want to tell her and get her upset, I said I'm calling her so you can talk to her ,she said my nieces husband shot her, only one of my granddads death were we able to kiss hug say I love you he was able say it back hold our hands close his eyes and go so peacefully I've lost a 4 people on 9/11 one called me so I was able to call someone else who was on their way in for work. Many died from my neighbor hood some of our police and fireman a friends Dad setting up a sound system on the top floor.I was able to go with her to look for him because she and I worked for the attorneys for fbi, hls,atf,sky Marshall's etc. An fbi friend was in the office and we went. He was never recovered but years later that found his private part that's it.




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I don't know if I'd help someone. If it were the two of us CTB at the same time, I would be down for it. But if I'm left alone after, I think I'd just be lost
 

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