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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
49
Just curious :) I like to get faded when the thoughts get really bad. It's not necessarily as fun as it used to be, but it distracts me from myself. Also edibles on top 💯 I know I'll die soon anyway but I don't like smoking:)
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
268
My brand of autistic makes it hard for me to tell when I'm inhaling the vape I just gotta flip a coin: material high or placebo high. hehe
 
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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
49
Lmao I get that lol, a placebo high is really odd
 
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Iced_Tea_Lemonade

New Member
Feb 19, 2025
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if you like the distraction I recc acid! great way to keep you busy for a night, and it doesn't have the same dopamine drop weed and alc does
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
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Wish I knew how to get some as it's less harmful than alcohol.
 
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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
49
if you like the distraction I recc acid! great way to keep you busy for a night, and it doesn't have the same dopamine drop weed and alc does
Huh, that's true there is a bit of a dopamine drop, I've never dropped acid though, I hear it's pretty wild
Wish I knew how to get some as it's less harmful than alcohol.
I'm lucky enough to be somewhere where it's legal, I'm sure if you try, you can get ahold of some just be careful please 🙏
 
Promised Heaven

Promised Heaven

Eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
661
Been using eatables to cope these past few weeks after losing a friend. It doesn't make the pain go away, it makes it numb and tolerable. If I take too much I end up carrying a small fraction of the effects to the next day at work, and have been upping the dose recently.

I learned at least for myself if I take eatables to vibe I actually have a lot of fun and somehow stop craving it for a long while, but if I take it to numb emotions I'm hooked only because it takes me away from reality but it doesn't feel as fun.

Recently purchased a new pack, it at least makes me less suicidal and stop having freakouts at work.
 
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r.vival

r.vival

Member
Mar 29, 2024
42
Just curious :) I like to get faded when the thoughts get really bad. It's not necessarily as fun as it used to be, but it distracts me from myself. Also edibles on top 💯 I know I'll die soon anyway but I don't like smoking:)
i do. used to do a shit load of codeine and it really fucked me up. getting stoned helps with the urge of using.
 
dexdbxtchthewxtch

dexdbxtchthewxtch

flirting with death 🖤
Dec 31, 2024
66
Ooh, me! I smoke all day every day. Not really healthy, but mildly helpful.
 
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let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

Trying to recover now
Jul 12, 2024
287
I use weed vapes an edibles all day everyday.Probably extremely unhealthy, but definitely helpful.Gets me out of my head. I do have to be sober for certain occasions which suck tho
 
cait_sith

cait_sith

Apr 8, 2024
252
I have tons of hhc vapes collected (alt-cannabanoid). I love the effects of it more than regular weed but can't use them anymore without getting horrible hangovers for days, my body won't allow me to have any sort of fun.
 
annasplight

annasplight

i can’t go on!
Aug 6, 2024
62
Yeaaah, I smoke quite a bit. It brings peace almost, and it's very comforting to be all light and floaty. It also gives me a reason to laugh, so thank god LOL. Sativa>>>>>
 
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OminousDarkness

OminousDarkness

Member
Jan 23, 2025
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Just curious :) I like to get faded when the thoughts get really bad. It's not necessarily as fun as it used to be, but it distracts me from myself. Also edibles on top 💯 I know I'll die soon anyway but I don't like smoking:)
I quit smoking weed because it made my anxiety and paranoia really bad. I'm an ex stoner.
 
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Oneiron

Member
Dec 4, 2018
20
Smoking weed gives me a full blown psychosis, so sadly its no option for me
 
toxicjester

toxicjester

Because you know in a moment, it could all..POW!
Dec 11, 2023
178
Smoking and badder and vapes pens and edibles are one of the few things keeping me from actually ctbing. It makes me feel nice or it makes me so emotional I cry and cry but either way I get some sort of release
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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def me. been smoking for the better part of two decades and still smoke multiple times a day on top of eatables and various delta products. I used to be heavy addicted to opiates as well, and it helps with the urge to use. for now anyway.
 
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NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
53
Smoked a bit last night. Don't really like smoking that much, but I love watching the smoke clouds hah. I highly prefer edibles, and took some a little while ago so I'm either about to get some amazing sleep or some fun daydreams. Works as a great distraction for me too.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
215
I'm lucky enough to be somewhere where it's legal, I'm sure if you try, you can get ahold of some just be careful please 🙏
I wonder how finding some is even possible. To do that you'd need connections, and to get connections you need friends. I definitely can't do that lol.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
677
I wonder how finding some is even possible. To do that you'd need connections, and to get connections you need friends. I definitely can't do that lol.
Yeah it's easiest if you have stoner friends, but you can try going places where stoners tend to hang out and meet someone. When I was in Alaska and I didn't know anybody there I found weed at the skatepark by just asking people.
 
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darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
20
I've been smoking almost every day for ~3.5 years. It sounds really lame, but I consider cannabis to be a real hobby of mine! I love collecting paraphernalia and little tools for it. Mostly smoking shitty knock-off geekbars (with THC instead of nic) these days, but I love flower and concentrate! Too bad I'm immune to edibles ;-;

(I'm busted rn :D)
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,200
Too bad I'm immune to edibles ;-;
I also can't get high off of edibles, nor can my dad. It sucks because, while being high on weed is fun, smoking it sucks. It's uncomfortable, it smells bad, it leaves a bad taste in my mouth, and it causes me to cough a lot. Probably part of why I haven't bothered trying to getting on high on it in months.
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
268
if you like the distraction I recc acid! great way to keep you busy for a night, and it doesn't have the same dopamine drop weed and alc does
Speaking of acid, I've found medicinal use of LSA (related compound) to be effective. Started with 100 morning glory seeds. Each trip I've increased the dose by 50 seeds. Tripping four times a year, once each season. This seems cautious compared to how I've seen other people do it but it has had great results for me. We're all different; I may be more sensitive to the seeds than others.
 

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