reiII
maybe there's something more
- Dec 5, 2023
- 55
so i told them how i felt today. i'm not quite sure what i expected.
i think this is a hell of my own creation.
they don't like me back- of course as they are in a relationship.
i respect this, i just couldn't keep it inside me any longer. they are the type you can tell anyone anything to, and no judgement is passed. just love and warmth. but it stings badly. i cannot live with this pain. all of me is crying for help.. help me. help me. sorry, that's somewhat cringey. it's all i can hear.
i will stay their best friend, but i think at the detriment of my own soul. it's so happy. but there is a level of delusion to my happiness. it hurts as well.
i think this is a hell of my own creation.
i think it will all be over soon. i'm a cancer to them. getting attached like i do. to everyone. i am a ticking time bomb.
besides, i'm pursuing a rather hopeless career in this day and age. wont specify as im anxious about privacy as we all are. no one will want an aimless failure as well.
i think this is a hell of my own creation.
they don't like me back- of course as they are in a relationship.
i respect this, i just couldn't keep it inside me any longer. they are the type you can tell anyone anything to, and no judgement is passed. just love and warmth. but it stings badly. i cannot live with this pain. all of me is crying for help.. help me. help me. sorry, that's somewhat cringey. it's all i can hear.
i will stay their best friend, but i think at the detriment of my own soul. it's so happy. but there is a level of delusion to my happiness. it hurts as well.
i think this is a hell of my own creation.
i think it will all be over soon. i'm a cancer to them. getting attached like i do. to everyone. i am a ticking time bomb.
besides, i'm pursuing a rather hopeless career in this day and age. wont specify as im anxious about privacy as we all are. no one will want an aimless failure as well.
