sylvey
I want to die slowly and painfully
- Oct 11, 2023
- 173
Screw you. I've spent too much time bending over backwards for you, the people who wouldn't bat an eye anyway if I stopped breathing. I deserve to be selfish for once. You wouldn't care if I died, so let this image be forever burned into your memory. For so long I have tried to make you want me to live, to be someone who could never be replaced, even if it meant I'd tear someone else out of their own rightful place in this world. A shame.
And to anyone who does care, suck it up. Stop trying to make me stay by pitying you. Don't you dare use my corpse as an excuse to die, you selfish pricks. I love you, but shut the hell up. I can die if I want to and I can die when I want. When it's my time to go, wait your damn turn.
And to the people cleaning up whatever mess I make when I die, minimum wage really is a bitch, isn't it, you fuckers? Too damn bad. Get in line. All this suffering around you, isn't it clear yet? All these bodies you haul away, all this blood you mop up, it should be obvious to you by now that nobody gives a damn. Take a look around you and tell me the blood you're surrounded by doesn't smell of suffering and dread, and tell me with a straight face that you still feel bad for these people. You can't, can you?
Because you don't.
And to anyone offended and appalled by these words, I apologize.
But additionally, screw you too, and suck it up. People die all the time. You don't know me well enough to have my permission to grieve for me when I go. You don't know what I went through and it's for the better because you won't really care. I know nothing about you either, so shut your mouth and keep scrolling. We'll simply agree to not give a shit. Deal?
No, this isn't a goodbye thread. Yes, I am bitter. No, I'm not a pro lifer and no I will not be kind if you bash SaSu in the comments of this post. Best wishes.
And to anyone who does care, suck it up. Stop trying to make me stay by pitying you. Don't you dare use my corpse as an excuse to die, you selfish pricks. I love you, but shut the hell up. I can die if I want to and I can die when I want. When it's my time to go, wait your damn turn.
And to the people cleaning up whatever mess I make when I die, minimum wage really is a bitch, isn't it, you fuckers? Too damn bad. Get in line. All this suffering around you, isn't it clear yet? All these bodies you haul away, all this blood you mop up, it should be obvious to you by now that nobody gives a damn. Take a look around you and tell me the blood you're surrounded by doesn't smell of suffering and dread, and tell me with a straight face that you still feel bad for these people. You can't, can you?
Because you don't.
And to anyone offended and appalled by these words, I apologize.
But additionally, screw you too, and suck it up. People die all the time. You don't know me well enough to have my permission to grieve for me when I go. You don't know what I went through and it's for the better because you won't really care. I know nothing about you either, so shut your mouth and keep scrolling. We'll simply agree to not give a shit. Deal?
No, this isn't a goodbye thread. Yes, I am bitter. No, I'm not a pro lifer and no I will not be kind if you bash SaSu in the comments of this post. Best wishes.
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