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Kat!

Elementalist
Sep 30, 2020
838
I'm going to partial in my closet I think, the stress today has really gotten to me, my mom was yelling at me all day.
I never thought it would come to this, I thought I had more time.
I gave away my steam account to my best friend since he's been with me and is too sweet to not deserve it.
I'm sorry for being a disappointment, I really need some comfort if it's possible, this is very scary.
I love you guys so much.
 
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Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,538
I'm sorry your mother was yelling a majority of the day. That really gets to a person. I've been thinking of ctb all week in a very serious way too. Tried partial in October but it didn't work... obviously. I hope you find peace from these thoughts... if you need someone to talk to you can message me. ♡ regardless of what you choose, I'm here for you.
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,156
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kokosnight

kokosnight

Member
Dec 27, 2020
25
aw im sorry your mom yelled at you all day :(
 
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botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
I'm really sorry things have reached this point for you, Kat. You did not deserve the stress from your mother, it really is upsetting to see it has pushed you over the edge. I just hope you're not feeling too impulsive, you don't deserve to be rushed into anything. But of course, no matter what you choose, we'll be here for you. I want to wish you the best of luck with it all, and if you ever want to talk more, you can always PM me, or just vent to the open forum. We're all right here with you, okay? I'm sending you the biggest hugs right now. :hug:
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
I'm so sorry you are feeling this much stress. If you're even a little unsure, it's okay to wait. Maybe just give things a little more time and not do anything impulsive. Whatever you decide I hope you find much peace.
 
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Kat!

Elementalist
Sep 30, 2020
838
Thank you all. I am going to miss a LOT unfortunately. But even more than that I will miss all of you. I hope you may all find your peace, and if not I'll see you there. I just want the world to take us seriously.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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You're not a disappointment. Parents anger and lashing out is about them not you. You're loved and cared for here. I'm sorry life has come to this for you. I hope you find peace.
 
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LossOfWill

LossOfWill

Lowpoly Heaven
Dec 24, 2020
72
I hope you find your peace.. I'm sorry you have to leave like this. Rest easy.
 
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Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,129
wish you all the best. Sometimes life likes to fuck with a few of us. Hope you find peace
 
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stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
Take your time to think about all of your options please. You're not in a hurry to take this difficult step.
Maybe there are solutions and if not then I hope you at least made peace with everything that is said and done. Safe journey (if it comes to it) :heart:
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Please don't do it while you're impulsive and upset. I'm sorry your mom yelled at you today.
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
391
I'm sorry I don't want to be patronizing or something but how old are you? You seem to be really young. Are you sure this is your only option?
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
369
Parents can be very destructive to the soul. Give yourself the chance to experience how liberating it can be when you no longer live with your parents. It is great, you can finally take a deep breathe without stress. Being yelled at is a blow to the soul, it is abuse. Find a way to escape the abuse and see what it is like for you. Death is still an option for you. But it is hard, I know. I hope you find peace, no matter what.
 
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Disco Biscuit

Specialist
Mar 1, 2020
350
I'm so sorry your mum was yelling at you all day. It's clearly worn you down emotionally and left you feeling terrible. Maybe it might be better to wait until you're thinking more clearly and not as a response to the events of the day and how your mum treated you? The option to ctb will still be there later. You're welcome to PM me if you need someone to vent to. Sending you lots of love. xx
 
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sadstuffie

sadstuffie

Student
Aug 11, 2020
157
I'm so very sorry❤
 
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rs929

Specialist
Dec 18, 2020
391
Are you ok OP?
 
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polarbear

attention seeking bi-polar
Oct 11, 2020
40
can you go somewhere else,maybe take a long ride or go to a friends place,being away from her might help
 
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Nodscene

Nodscene

Its time
Jun 7, 2019
154
I'm sorry you are having a rough time as well. I do have to agree with Regen though. I'm hoping you can cope until you have a chance to move out and experience life in a different way.

I'm not going to promise you that life will get better as it only got worse for me in the long run (I'm old now haha), but a lot of people have found things do get a lot better especially once they've moved out and finished school.

Either way I wish you the best and hope you find peace in one way or another.
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Guys, I'm wondering if she went through with it. She hasn't been active since her last message. :(
 
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