Y I need to kill myself

[Assist]

Psycopathic brother who is going to get me trafficked, by thrpe looks of it tonight.

Contacted us embassy here.
Lady wasnt of any real help.
She basically led me to believe they had officials who could escort me to the police station.
She did not reply to any emails.
She wanted to keep ut over the phone and ive no ide of her name.
The traffickers are american and esteemed religious ppl.

I was an idiot today in the way i conducted myself.

The local police did not reply to my email asking for help.
I emailed the urgent one, nth. Called em a bit before, they pretended like they hadnt seen ath.

I must emphasize my every move is known.

My bank acc probably emptied.

Id type u my story but the convo is monitored.


Ive made stupud mistakesm but the entire situation was way out of nine or snyones contrl.

I dnt realize what is happening and..

 

[tammyot]

Can you go to a police station by yourself?
Can you speak to your parents? Are they around / aware of this?
So sorry to hear this. Anyone else have some wise words?

 

[tammyot]

If this is the only reason that you want to end your life then you need to fight hard to not allow this to break you. Hopefully with the support of others on here you can win this battle. Your brother sounds very unwell, if you have evidence then that will help too.

 

[Assist]

Thank you for being kind.
None of the above..

Its also late here..
I fear the coming time.

I dont have the courage to call again and truly ask someone to do sth as very likely they wont help and the only shelter i could get isva safe house which us not safe and the ppl associated w it never replied to my 2nd and 3rd email months ago.

Jesus...

I even called a monastery and sounded like a thief..
Lets say the sister wasnt so gracious.

I have us citizenship and one more foreign one.
But, i mean, ...

My brain due to all the stress is functioning poorly and i tend to mess things up.

Im here typing this..
Im acting like the utter victim

 

[Xerxes]

You sound very familiar. Were you a previous user?

 

[Dor]

1-888-373-7888

This is phone number of national human trafficking hotline in the US, I'm assuming you're in the US.

Call 911 if your situation is acute.

 

[Assist]

1-888-373-7888

This is phone number of national human trafficking hotline in the US, I'm assuming you're in the US.

Call 911 if your situation is acute.

Not in the us.
Some freakin less developed country.

 

[tammyot]

Not in the us.
Some freakin less developed country.

Can you say which country or prefer not to?
No family members that can help? Family in USA?

 

[Assist]

Not in the us.
Some freakin less developed country.

I doubt theyll do ath...
Im an idiot for waiting this long and messing things up severely.

This is idiotic, but fbi has an attache here at the embassy or so the net says.
The number has an american prefix and then the country's im in.
Whats up w that?
I assume they cant do ath.

 

[Assist]

Can you say which country or prefer not to?
No family members that can help? Family in USA?

Ive an uncle in the US but hes an ass.

Im scared...
Hes openly showing shit is going to happen.

Anyone i could contact directly in the US and some ngo or sth?

They have people at the freakin embassy..
What is this?!

I sincerely think good normal ppl dont exist anymore.

 

[Dor]

Ive an uncle in the US but hes an ass.

Im scared...
Hes openly showing shit is going to happen.

Anyone i could contact directly in the US and some ngo or sth?

They have people at the freakin embassy..
What is this?!

I sincerely think good normal ppl dont exist anymore.

You said you had citizenship, then contact the US embassy in your country. The hotline I gave you number of may also be able to help since you have US citizenship.

 

[Assist]

And im typing this shit while they watch.
Its obvious i cant contact the US

 

[Assist]

And im typing this shit while they watch.
Its obvious i cant contact the US

This wasnt to be mean.
I wrote this before dor in fear, but would probably be true.
It would probably all cme back to the embassy.

 

[Assist]

The FBI dsnt have an email address.

The various links to people i could contact on their site mostly dont work.

Any one have an idea whom i could contact and some humanitarian org?

Could someone call the hotline and and inquire if they can be of assistance?
Im in Europe.