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maybeimalreadydead

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Oct 9, 2019
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I don't take meds at all so my body isn't used to anything. I don't weight much ~100 lb range. I'm wondering what dose does it become lethal? Should I mix it with alcohol or a different drug. Is it dumb to mix with gabapentin, I just happen to have. I keep trying to ctb hanging I seem to fail. I feel like I wish I could eat a ton of meds and sleep forever. Why can't I go through with it already.
 
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DOsite1er

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Nov 16, 2019
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Sadly, Xanax (and most, of not all benzodiazepines) require more pills than you could physically stomach to fatally OD with. Even using alcohol.


I'd suggest mixing it with a high potency opioid. Can you get a large amount of oxycodone? Heroin? If not, I have a thread detailing how to find legal opioids for yourself. People are afraid I'm attempting to scam, so i won't be offering any sources, sorry.
 
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maybeimalreadydead

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Oct 9, 2019
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Sadly, Xanax (and most, of not all benzodiazepines) require more pills than you could physically stomach to fatally OD with. Even using alcohol.


I'd suggest mixing it with a high potency opioid. Can you get a large amount of oxycodone? Heroin? If not, I have a thread detailing how to find legal opioids for yourself. People are afraid I'm attempting to scam, so i won't be offering any sources, sorry.

i am reading mixing it with opioid.Guess I start that search. How much of each roughly do you think? I manage only to get about 4 mg of Xanax for now but I'm just slowly storing whatever I can get. I feel so defeated that i want to go so bad but SI is too real.
 
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DOsite1er

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Nov 16, 2019
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i am reading mixing it with opioid.Guess I start that search. How much of each roughly do you think? I manage only to get about 4 mg of Xanax for now but I'm just slowly storing whatever I can get. I feel so defeated that i want to go so bad but SI is too real.


Depends on the opioid you acquire, my friend. What are you specifically planning on using?
 
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maybeimalreadydead

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Oct 9, 2019
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Im Not sure I can get anything other than some kind of opioid pill. I have to begin my hunt I suppose. Is there one specific I should look for more?
 
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DOsite1er

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Nov 16, 2019
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Im Not sure I can get anything other than some kind of opioid pill. I have to begin my hunt I suppose. Is there one specific I should look for more?

Oxycodone is the most potent orally, and comes in the highest dosages as well. But that can be troublesome.

My thread:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ily-accessible-highly-potent-compounds.27382/

Lists a few EXTREMELY potent compounds which absolutely will kill you. Like, if you manage to find, purchase, and acquire these compounds, and you take a match-bump sized amount of the powder, you will die. Especially if you've taken the Xanax.

So unless you're 100% sure, I wouldn't even go there.
 
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maybeimalreadydead

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Oct 9, 2019
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Oxycodone is the most potent orally, and comes in the highest dosages as well. But that can be troublesome.

My thread:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ily-accessible-highly-potent-compounds.27382/

Lists a few EXTREMELY potent compounds which absolutely will kill you. Like, if you manage to find, purchase, and acquire these compounds, and you take a match-bump sized amount of the powder, you will die. Especially if you've taken the Xanax.

So unless you're 100% sure, I wouldn't even go there.

Thank you. I appreciate it
 
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DOsite1er

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Nov 16, 2019
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Thank you. I appreciate it

No problem. Good luck, and be SURE. Also, be smart about attempting to source something, okay? Any questions about that, just ask. I can't directly give you one, but I can hopefully steer you away from garbage.
 
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