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letied

letied

I tried.
Apr 8, 2021
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I was about to pass out and suddenly I had a lot of nausea and a severe stomach ache. I feel awful.

Before that, I wanted to die with a particular song in the background and coincidentally, my speaker couldn't reproduce that specific song because I don't know.

I don't believe in anything, but this seems like a curse. I can't live well, but I can't die "well" either.

WHAT THE FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO DO?
 
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fastFWD

fastFWD

running out of time...
Feb 12, 2019
152
sorry about your experience; sounds pretty awful. maybe the stomach ache/nausea were possible byproducts from anxiety/adrenaline/fight/flight response while you were doing your thing. as for the music i can't say! i don't believe in coincidences though; perhaps not your time :/ best of luck moving forward though!
 
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FromGermany

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Oct 23, 2021
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Unfortunately, partial is almost impossible with the exception of some desperate prisoners and a handful of other people. If you are not very old or terminally ill with already huge impact on your body, SI will also kick in with methods like that and make it impossible.

Perhaps this failure is a sign, that you should do a lot of research to understand, what happened or to consider to switch to another method, and after you have researched for a month to look, if your feelings about life and death are the same as it was now before this incident.
 
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HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
Unfortunately, partial is almost impossible with the exception of some desperate prisoners and a handful of other people. If you are not very old or terminally ill with already huge impact on your body, SI will also kick in with methods like that and make it impossible.
Perhaps this failure is a sign, that you should do a lot of research to understand, what happened or to consider to switch to another method, and after you have researched for a month to look, if your feelings about life and death are the same as it was now before this incident
Is there a way for full suspension to be quick?
 
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FromGermany

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Oct 23, 2021
336
I have seen only two videos from people filming their full suspension CTB, and I regret that, because it was so gruesome, that I will never do it again. I mean, hearsay and speculations are one thing, but such footage is real and it was anything but quick. One women was still alive and fighting after more than 2 minutes.

This does not mean, it can not be quick.
 
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Jenjoh2358

Close the world, Open the next.
Oct 12, 2021
112
I have seen only two videos from people filming their full suspension CTB, and I regret that, because it was so gruesome, that I will never do it again. I mean, hearsay and speculations are one thing, but such footage is real and it was anything but quick. One women was still alive and fighting after more than 2 minutes.

This does not mean, it can not be quick.
Do you know how they upload their suicide video(s) when they have already CTB'ed?
 
letied

letied

I tried.
Apr 8, 2021
76
Unfortunately, partial is almost impossible with the exception of some desperate prisoners and a handful of other people. If you are not very old or terminally ill with already huge impact on your body, SI will also kick in with methods like that and make it impossible.

Perhaps this failure is a sign, that you should do a lot of research to understand, what happened or to consider to switch to another method, and after you have researched for a month to look, if your feelings about life and death are the same as it was now before this incident.

I have checked this before. I had no nausea or stomach pain. I'm quite weak: I have low weight, anemia and low blood pressure problems.

I really want to go. I researched about the method. Everything was fine.
 
Insomniac

Insomniac

š¯”„ š¯”² š¯”± š¯”¦ š¯”° š¯”Ŗ
May 21, 2021
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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
181
I did it today and my eye still has pressure on it
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,564
That sounds like a very frustrating situation to be in. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I hope you find peace.
 
justsayin

justsayin

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Jan 30, 2021
493
Unfortunately, partial is almost impossible with the exception of some desperate prisoners and a handful of other people. If you are not very old or terminally ill with already huge impact on your body, SI will also kick in with methods like that and make it impossible.

Perhaps this failure is a sign, that you should do a lot of research to understand, what happened or to consider to switch to another method, and after you have researched for a month to look, if your feelings about life and death are the same as it was now before this incident.

It is not very German to go against numbers. How can one of the most used sucide methods be "almost impossible", and used by a "handful" of people?
 
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Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642


but i saw videos where people only try to hang partial but endup killing themselves.
theres some users posting it a while ago.
and some can be found on youtube.

also the news abouy the danger of choking game

even kids die accidentally on it

so its confusing why people who seriously want to ctb say its not working but people die on it accidentally
 
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FromGermany

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Oct 23, 2021
336
It is not very German to go against numbers. How can one of the most used sucide methods be "almost impossible", and used by a "handful" of people?
I am with the numbers, because my statement was about partial and not about full suspension. The 2nd word in my statement was "partial". The same with Night-Night and Korean Collar, which is based on an alleged story of a Korean spy, which has never been confirmed to work for anyone aside people from agencies with 3 letters and is only a myth to make this method more like a Jamed Bond method for everyone to put in in books like PPH for propaganda purposes.
 
justsayin

justsayin

Member
Jan 30, 2021
493
I am with the numbers, because my statement was about partial and not about full suspension. The 2nd word in my statement was "partial". The same with Night-Night and Korean Collar, which is based on an alleged story of a Korean spy, which has never been confirmed to work for anyone aside people from agencies with 3 letters and is only a myth to make this method more like a Jamed Bond method for everyone to put in in books like PPH for propaganda purposes.

My statement is also about partial. Both partial and full hanging are among the most used methods. I already wrote in another thread that I have read bunch of scientific papers and seen large number of photos and videos that show how deadly both partial and full are. Some of those were available on the hanging page of the Wiki, but it seems that they are gone for good.

Night-night and Korean method are not hanging, and I believe you already saw my opinion about them in this post:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-truth-about-philip-nitschke.77917/post-1400234
 
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FromGermany

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Oct 23, 2021
336
Why then from my knowledge almost everyone on this forum failed with countless reports of failures?

SI.

It's impossible to work with the two exceptions I have told you.

Even a prison guard was unable to copy it from prisoners who know exactly every secret about partial.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/energy-too-attempt.77381/#post-1389267
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,876
Is there a way for full suspension to be quick?
In theory you can pass out quickly from full suspension but it is not guaranteed. Still I 'm pretty sure t is the most commonly used nethod used worldwide because all you need is a rope or other ligature and a place to tie it, which is not always that easy to find but it can be done. People say tio allow 20 - 30 minutes to be more sure of it working but it usually takes les than that. Is it worth it to risk really struggling for this amount of time in order to avoid years of suffering- some decide yes, some decide no.
 
justsayin

justsayin

Member
Jan 30, 2021
493
Why then from my knowledge almost everyone on this forum failed with countless reports of failures?

SI.

It's impossible to work with the two exceptions I have told you.

Even a prison guard was unable to copy it from prisoners who know exactly every secret about partial.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/energy-too-attempt.77381/#post-1389267

There are multiple reasons for that (I may address them in another post, because this one is already too long). What's important is that this forum is not good statistical representation of the world. Based on your other posts, I assumed that you have some engineering background, and that you understand how science works. That is why my first post here talks about numbers.

Any kind of suicide is hard, very hard (SI is a bitch regardless of the method). I don't know what "almost impossible" and "impossible to work with the two exceptions" mean to you, but to me it means that there should be very few actual cases. To me "almost impossible" are car and long rope decapitation, or home made guillotine, or seppuku, or other metods that have very few confirmed cases. Partial hanging has very large number of documented cases.

I have seen Someone123 repeatedly writing inaccurate stuff on this forum. Linking me to some random story, of some guy that says something, is not a proof of anything. Suicide Wiki is still available through archive.org, and I will upload here one of the article that was available there. It is long, and has all kinds of numbers. I base my knowledge on stuff like that, and not random forum posts.
 

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The problem with any method is, if you have not a success rate of 95 %, then sorry, in my opinion such a method is not reliable, at least not for me. Partial is the method with the most reported failures after medication overdose and wrist cutting. Everyone can chose whatever method one wants, but CO and partial have the most danger to fail due to SI.
 
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The problem with any method is, if you have not a success rate of 95 %, then sorry, in my opinion such a method is not reliable, at least not for me. Partial is the method with the most reported failures after medication overdose and wrist cutting. Everyone can chose whatever method one wants, but CO and partial have the most danger to fail due to SI.

Personal choices are personal, and my writing here has nothing to do with them. I completly support you disliking stuff. I am arguing against specific claims that I find inaccurate, and I have tried to explain why. I have not seen any research on what methods have the most danger to fail due to SI, and do not want to engage in discussion about that. CO is another can of worms that I do not want to open here.
 
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FromGermany

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Believe me, SI is our both biggest enemy. Even with my set, and I will go in deep peace and after a lot of practise, I need to fix arms. The problem with SI is, it is so strong, even if one is unconsciousness. Countless gas failures have been the perfect real study for this phenomena, and because it's unconsciousness, it can be expected the same way with other methods, where still is a chance, that SI will release the body.

I also never thought, that it is possible during unconsciousness. People from Asia can handle their SI better. The numbers and success of CO demonstrates that very well. I believe, it's because of their culture, where discipline is very important.
 
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Believe me, SI is our both biggest enemy. Even with my set, and I will go in deep peace and after a lot of practise, I need to fix arms. The problem with SI is, it is so strong, even if one is unconsciousness. Countless gas failures have been the perfect real study for this phenomena, and because it's unconsciousness, it can be expected the same way with other methods, where still is a chance, that SI will release the body.

I also never thought, that it is possible during unconsciousness. People from Asia can handle their SI better. The numbers and success of CO demonstrates that very well. I believe, it's because of their culture, where discipline is very important.

Unvoluntary movements are natural things, and one should plan accordingly. I would not recommend making any kind of racial or cultural generalization here.

 
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Gustav Hartmann

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Aug 28, 2021
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I have seen only two videos from people filming their full suspension CTB, and I regret that, because it was so gruesome, that I will never do it again. I mean, hearsay and speculations are one thing, but such footage is real and it was anything but quick. One women was still alive and fighting after more than 2 minutes.

This does not mean, it can not be quick.

Full suspension will make you pass out within 5 to 15 seconds, I have experienced it many times. Convulsions will last for 2 minutes and more, but you are unconscious during that period, when your brain cells die.
 
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Aug 19, 2021
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Full suspension will make you pass out within 5 to 15 seconds, I have experienced it many times. Convulsions will last for 2 minutes and more, but you are unconscious during that period, when your brain cells die.

What would happen if you drop full, but lets say it mostly press you airway (for whatever reason, position, weight ...), you will suffer for longer no? Or just get the head exploding feeling?
 

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