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rainonme

rainonme

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May 22, 2020
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and suddenly i can't find words,,...i just want to go without having to say any
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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Here's a writing prompt that may help: What would you want someone you care about to say to you in a note if they ctb'd?
 
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whitelacedress

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Jun 3, 2020
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I usually reassure people that there was nothing they could do, that im happy and i will be happy, and also explain a little bit why im gonna do it. Or if these dont come naturally just write what you wrote here, that you cant find words. maybe that will give you a push to start writing
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
458
I found it difficult to write one suicide note so I have written one for each person as I found it easier. It doesn't even have to be a paragraph, even just a sentence is enough.
 
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JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
98
I already made several versions of my notes, that's just a way to veint myself to the paper i guess :P
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
and suddenly i can't find words,,...i just want to go without having to say any

If I may make a suggestion. If you can find words and you just want to go and you don't have the physical or mental energy to say "goodbye, farewell", then I suggest the following:

On your computer or laptop, put this video on infinite loop before you ctb.

 
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