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Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
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So this is my first thread in recovery. I'm still not "recovered" but I thought I'd share my experience with what's been helping me. I wouldn't recommend this option for everyone but it's something to consider.
So I've recently decided to throw all caution in life to the wind. Basically do everything in my power to pursue one last shot at this thing called life. I've stopped caring about any and all repercussions in life unless it would hurt someone else.
I figured what's the worst thing that can happen to me, I die? I was planning to die anyways. I've been doing and saying things that are way out of character for me. Basically just living a completely opposite lifestyle to what I was accustomed to.
To be honest it's actually been working rather well for me. Things are starting to turn back around in my favor pretty quickly. I've been happier then I've been in a while and I think I'm going to continue down this path now.
I always have the solace and peace of mind in knowing that I can CTB at anytime. So I'm going to now wait until my life can't possibly get any worse before I act on ending it.
So I've recently decided to throw all caution in life to the wind. Basically do everything in my power to pursue one last shot at this thing called life. I've stopped caring about any and all repercussions in life unless it would hurt someone else.
I figured what's the worst thing that can happen to me, I die? I was planning to die anyways. I've been doing and saying things that are way out of character for me. Basically just living a completely opposite lifestyle to what I was accustomed to.
To be honest it's actually been working rather well for me. Things are starting to turn back around in my favor pretty quickly. I've been happier then I've been in a while and I think I'm going to continue down this path now.
I always have the solace and peace of mind in knowing that I can CTB at anytime. So I'm going to now wait until my life can't possibly get any worse before I act on ending it.