Would your siblings care if you CTB?

[Ariii]

For me, I have an older brother. The last time we had a convo over 1 minute was when I was 14 and before that it was when I was 11. It isn't because we hate eachother or anything, he just prefers talking to his friends (or something like that), I just don't like talking to ppl in general, and we have nothing to talk about even if we wanted to. I think I still care about him to some degree. I just wonder how he'll feel when I CTB. I think it's fair to assume he'll care at least a little, but I wonder if he'd feel any guilt or anything else

 

[Unknown21]

Some of my siblings will be sad, but life doesn't stop for anyone. They will get over it in the end. However, I try to make it as easy as possible for them.

 

[HereIGoAgain24]

If you don't mind me asking, how long ago was that? It sucks that you haven't spoken much, but has it been a decade, or...

For my own part, I think my brothers would be really torn up. Our bond is pretty strong, and we've been extremely fortunate to have each other through everything. My biggest regret when it comes to CTB is what it would do to my family... but I also feel like I don't have any other choice.

 

[MrsevenTseven]

That's honestly one of my biggest fears, my brother is the only one I really talk to or that checks up on me or even come into my room and I'm terrified of him being the one to find me more than almost anything else

 

[illandlonely]

My sibling fucking hates me, she lied so much to my family it got me on the streets at a young age. Honestly I think she'd be happy that there's less competition for love and approval from my parents with me gone.

 

[iamanavalanche]

probably not. he doesnt really have care for other's lives in the first place

 

[sadyogi]

I would hope he does, but in reality he might not be sad if my time ever comes

 

[Plentiful_Despair]

No one would care or know besides my parents and probably some people here writing me goodbye when I post my final thread.

 

[Ariii]

If you don't mind me asking, how long ago was that? It sucks that you haven't spoken much, but has it been a decade, or...

For my own part, I think my brothers would be really torn up. Our bond is pretty strong, and we've been extremely fortunate to have each other through everything. My biggest regret when it comes to CTB is what it would do to my family... but I also feel like I don't have any other choice.

I don't mind, it was around 6 years ago. We've spoken the smallest bit here and now i guess, but it was mostly my mother getting me to tell him that food ready and stuff like that a while back. Not anything meaningful. Ik I'm not free of fault though

 

[lurker299]

Yeah they would be sad but it would be better if i was dead so i can stop being a burden to them they would finally be free from my leechy behaviour

 

[syph_ilis]

I have no siblings, which is a bit of a double-edged sword. On one hand it's one less person who will care and potentially be sad if I CTB, on the other, being an only child, my parents would probably be even more devastated if I were to pass. I'm not sure which alternative is better.

 

[DefinitelyReady]

My older sister I don't think will care, as I wouldn't care if she died. Never imagined we'd be estranged... However her daughter (my niece) will care, and so will I

 

[noname37]

no, I think genuinely everyone in my life would be relieved to see me gone

 

[golta]

Yes, but they will be over it. They had thoughts too and understand it

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yeah, my only sibling now is my little brother and he's the only person who I actually get along with irl. He'll definitely be devastated to see me ctb as we shared so many nice moments together but I have to ctb regardless. I will admit that he's the only person who I have some sort of guilt for regarding the aftermath of me being dead. I don't care about anybody else regarding this aspect

 

[bluejelly]

No. We see each other a couple of times a year when he comes to visit our parents. We don't speak outside of that so I don't think he would really notice or be impacted by it.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

Maybe a little bit; idk we aren't close

 

[yariousvamp]

My sibling died before he was even born due to miscarriage.

I wish it was me instead of him.

 

[willitpass]

Yes. They will be devastated. I've put them through so much. My brother is close in age to me and had to grow up watching his little sister suffer from severe mental illness from such a young age. He saw things I wish he never would have seen because my mom was too selfish to shield him. I know he's severely traumatized but he never talks about it. I love him so much and it will be an unbelievable loss for him. Especially because he no longer lives close by and will have to uproot himself at least temporarily for the funeral and such. I hate that I'm doing that to him.

My sister will be devastated as well. I believe she will blame herself for it. Knowing her personality I think this may be an extreme take down of her mental health. It wouldn't surprise me if it destroys her life for awhile. Her mental health isn't the best to begin with and while I don't believe she's suicidal I can see it causing her to become suicidal. I disgust myself knowing that I am subjecting them to this after all I've put them through for over a decade already. I love them and I never want to hurt them like this. They've already almost lost me so many times. My sister has told me before how scared she is of this exact thing happening.

 

[Kurai]

I don't think my brother would care at all

 

[anonymous101101]

Absolutely not. I only have one left.
I lost my favorite brother to suicide last year.

 

[27ClubSoon]

I have two younger siblings. I'd imagine they'd both care. I do think it would hurt my brother more than my sister. She has a better support network and is more resilient. He isn't so set up in life, I guess other than my parents that is who it would probably hurt the most.

 

[ADBoy777]

Sadly yes. I'm really close to them both I just hope it will make them stronger and not break them

 

[coolgal82]

im ngl i have no idea i barely interact with him (i barely leave my room lmao) and when i do its tiny. hes like a stranger to me basically.

 

[VoidedExistence]

I don't really know. We don't care much about each other. We are not a part of each other lives', but we still lived most of our lives together. I don't think I would cry if he died but would be a little sad losing someone I knew from childhood. I expect the same from him.

 

[SoulWhisperer]

I have younger siblings, both will probably be strongly affected by my death but it's neither their fault or reason if I feel this way now. The main cause I feel this way is abuse, trauma and anxiety, maybe I could find a way to make them understand that... Even just written.

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

I really doubt it. Never been close with my sister.

 

[Thisisnotaname]

Nope , I'm a stranger

 

[SteamaHorns]

I never really interacted with my older brother either. He's much much older than me so we never had many chances to really connect. Last time I saw him was when he came down to my city for another reason and decided to hang out for a bit. We're basically strangers so he and I don't have a real chance to develop a serious conversation. He'd probably forget about me pretty quickly and at most would feel a bit sad for a short amount of time.

 

[ham and potatoes]

Honestly, one of the main reasons I haven't hopped on the bus yet is because of my younger brother. We are close, and I'm pretty sure if I'd go, it wouldn't be long before he followed