GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
In what way(s)?
 
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Blutsager

Experienced
Mar 11, 2020
220
Dunno. Perhaps a friend I knew she was suicidal, but I ain't sure if she is anymore, and besides I would never ask her such thing, under no circumstance: should she be recovering, I may as well kill her myself since I literally would trigger her suicidal thoughts again.
 
whereispeace

whereispeace

Member
Mar 18, 2020
95
I guess it depends on the person, but yeah. I wish I had some help/encouragement. I'm kind of struggling to make it happen on my own.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
Only if they wanted to partner. But even then you really don't know who you're talking to online.
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,129
i would appreciate it if my friend accept and understand my will to ctb. however i dont want my friend to say "come on man...just ctb already. what are you waiting?" btw thats consider assisted suicide.
 
tooStupidForExitBag

tooStupidForExitBag

Member
Mar 13, 2020
87
Only if they were also planning to ctb (don't want to leave a person scarred/in legal troubles), but I generally don't like the idea of partners, so I guess no. But to be technical, aren't you kinda trusting someone to help you ctb when, for example, ordering N?
 
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Poptart

Poptart

Try me Frozen
Nov 7, 2019
96
No. I wouldnt want anyone to be held legally responsible for my death. It could ruin their life.
 
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Lightyagami

Lightyagami

Member
Mar 2, 2020
31
only someone who CTB with me becaus we dont want to die alone.
 
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revolucion

Member
Mar 29, 2020
32
No. I wouldnt want anyone to be held legally responsible for my death. It could ruin their life.
Doesn't have to be so public like Craigslist. I mean if you can or could find someone like this and they're willing to help you and you talk to them over encrypted email, it could never be traced back.
 
Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
Sounds like you need to find a friend who will listen to you with no judgment at all..... while they are being clueless?
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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toomuchtimetodie

"to be overly conscious is a sickness"
Mar 13, 2020
296
I would not want to put them at risk. I wish I had friends or family who would put me out my suffering if I ended up on life support, but I don't.
 
Tasdevil

Tasdevil

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
I would not take risk of involving someone else to me to CTB unless they was going to be a partner and even then trust would be extremely important. But I am not going to look for a partner just to complicated looking for a suitable partner especially with the lockdown laws. I don't when I will CTB now with the lockdown in place I was planning for June 1st 2020. I still Meto and a Antacid because I will be using SN.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
I only want someone to be with me, I don't need help.
 
Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
979
Probably someone that is also suicidal and that could be trusted, yeah.
 
BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
552
Uh......not directly. I still have a bunch of stuff that I own that I don't want lying around in the dust, such as my anime merch. So I need to give them to someone else. But of course, telling the details will be super risky. I'd be stopped immediately.
 
Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I don't know anyone that I can trust to help me.
 
LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
No. And I would never want to put anyone in a position that there would be legal trouble for them even if they wanted to help. Ctb will be something I have to do alone.
 
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BizarreBazaar

BizarreBazaar

Student
Feb 26, 2020
104
I would strongly question the intentions of anyone who offered to help me CTB, so because of that, I wouldn't trust anyone to help.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,821
The short answer is no, I don't. This is because I am in a position where if anything goes wrong then the attempt would fail and/or end up terrible consequences such as getting incarcerated, locked up, and/or with permanent injuries, damage. With a trusted partner, that "may" work, but even then I'm taking a big risk and vice versa. I'm still set on CTB'ing alone and prefer having full control over my self deliverance.
 
Lightyagami

Lightyagami

Member
Mar 2, 2020
31
The short answer is no, I don't. This is because I am in a position where if anything goes wrong then the attempt would fail and/or end up terrible consequences such as getting incarcerated, locked up, and/or with permanent injuries, damage. With a trusted partner, that "may" work, but even then I'm taking a big risk and vice versa. I'm still set on CTB'ing alone and prefer having full control over my self deliverance.
what about another person who alos want to CBT the same way as u, would u trus this person a bit?
 
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Kmoposse

Member
Apr 6, 2020
9
I had a friend from my club soccer team who was really good at that stupid pass out game we played in middle school (this was back in like 2002). He could get you to pass out in seconds using his palms against the sides of your trachea and pushing you up against the wall. One time I actually had a seizure from it but only woke up to a light headache and no pain. If strangulation by hanging was the way I chose to go, it'd be nice to have someone like that to guarantee the loss of consciousness before the strangulation. I would never ask someone to do it for me though, because I don't want them to risk their well-being to give me a better guarantee of success and minimizing pain.
 
Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I actually have a kind of suicide pact with my best and almost only friend. If I'd get so severely disabled that I no longer can live a life even remotely close to a normal life, he will assist me in committing suicide, and vice versa. I know him so well by now that I know he would do it with little to no hesitation. I'd trust him with my life as well as my death. However, he doesn't know that I'm suicidal and I very much doubt that he would assist me in a "conventional" suicide. In any case, he's the only person I would trust with this.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
385
Maybe, maybe not. If I can trust him/her.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
6,914
No. Never. Too complex and personal. Too easy to become a victim. People are often untrustworthy. Even someone you know and trust in other circumstances would be put under so much pressure and emotional conflict. No way.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
I would only do this with someone wanting the same as me. I might trust someone after some time communicating. My fear would be one of us is successful and the other not. That puts one in a bad situation. It's so complicated but i don't want to be alone.
 

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