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bunny_brownie9
so terribly lost
- Jan 1, 2024
- 172
I've been working a horrible retail job for 4 years, unsociable hours, repetitive, just awful. I have a job offer for next month doing something completely different with sociable hours and hopefully is more interesting.
Do I hold off to see how it goes? the thing is is that my demons and trauma follow me everywhere, so new job does not equal feeling any better. I should just die before it starts and I'll never even be aware that I was ever alive.
I feel it would just look bad if I've waited months for this offer, start the job, and then ctb very soon afterwards.
Do I hold off to see how it goes? the thing is is that my demons and trauma follow me everywhere, so new job does not equal feeling any better. I should just die before it starts and I'll never even be aware that I was ever alive.
I feel it would just look bad if I've waited months for this offer, start the job, and then ctb very soon afterwards.