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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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With 15 I thought I would kill myself immediately if something bad happened. Well I am still here after more than a decade torture. So with 15 I would have answered no.
With 18 I lurked for the first time on a Swiss suicide forum. But I messed up the registration and was denied. I think I really started to like the atmosphere of suicide forum to this time. It fits to my depressed and melacholic mood always centered around suicide. The topic suicide is less stigmatized than in other mental health forums and there is less censorship. So with 18 my answer would have been yes.
It would be ironic if I was still here in a decade always talking about my imminent suicide.
With 18 I lurked for the first time on a Swiss suicide forum. But I messed up the registration and was denied. I think I really started to like the atmosphere of suicide forum to this time. It fits to my depressed and melacholic mood always centered around suicide. The topic suicide is less stigmatized than in other mental health forums and there is less censorship. So with 18 my answer would have been yes.
It would be ironic if I was still here in a decade always talking about my imminent suicide.