Would killing myself after my birthday be selfish?

[Unseelie]

I know this is stupid. But my birthday is in 7 days. And I wanna have one last bit of fun with my brother. Would it be selfish to have a party celebrating life, just to end it a few weeks later? Or should I do it before?

 

[Kazu Ha]

Personally, I wouldn't say it's selfish.
But unfortunately, that's probably how "healthy people" think.

Don't feel pressured under any circumstances.
If you still want to have some fun on your birthday, enjoy it. <3