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Mistiie

Mistiie

This is a Junly moment
Nov 10, 2023
205
I know of the SN method but, in the event I can't get it, would oral morphine be a good way to guarantee CTB?

I've OD'd on it before - I took an (apparently semi-instant release, given my inadequate crushing and spillage everywhere LOL) morphine tab and a bit - I think it came out to about 420mg of Zomorph if I remember correctly? The feelings were weird to say the least. Very peaceful. No pain. Very jovial and uncaring. Unfortunately, as mentioned, I crushed poorly and waited too long between ingesting more so it failed. I can probably find more on DNMs though.

Next time around, if I go for it, how many pills should I go for? The PPeH states that asking how many morphine tabs to hoard is like asking how long a piece of string is, but for most people, what would be the go-to minimum amount I should grab? I remember hearing 200mg is the limit before ODs really start to pile up, and since oral bioavailability is around 50%(?) then it should be upwards of 400mg, maybe 500mg for me at once next time? I'm not too sure.
 
boredwithitall

boredwithitall

she/her
Oct 5, 2023
5
morphine would probably work if it's combined with a lot of alcohol, but i don't know much about the combinations lethality other than that alcohol intensifies what morphine does.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
You can have a look into the PPeH and read about the methods using morphine there.
 
Mistiie

Mistiie

This is a Junly moment
Nov 10, 2023
205
It depends on your tolerance
I have no tolerance built up and I've only ever used it once in a big quantity so I'm not really sure what it'll be. I think my dosage might need to be higher than the average person's but not sure by how much, given bioavailability or whatever.
 
ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
398
I have no tolerance built up and I've only ever used it once in a big quantity so I'm not really sure what it'll be. I think my dosage might need to be higher than the average person's but not sure by how much, given bioavailability or whatever.

I wouldn't try anything under 10x the max amount you ever did. 5 grams or more.
 

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