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pulmonarydead
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- Aug 3, 2024
- 9
genuinely just so fucking stuck, if god is real he hates me and i don't know what i did wrong. my friend helped me get a job and today marks 2.5 weeks being there.
i didn't hit my kpis at all, i feel like such a failure, ive been jobless since i almost involuntarily died in february so it should have been such a big relief but today i just wanted to shoot myself being there, i miss my old job, wish i never took it for granted and i would be so much farther and happier in life i think
i didn't hit my kpis at all, i feel like such a failure, ive been jobless since i almost involuntarily died in february so it should have been such a big relief but today i just wanted to shoot myself being there, i miss my old job, wish i never took it for granted and i would be so much farther and happier in life i think