Venting working is tough

[overmorrow]

such a tedious task, I can't physically handle working, I'm...sort of lazy yes, but if I was in a healthier situation I wouldn't slack off! id genuinely put so much more into what i have to do, but also it's so hard, I'm just so out of energies most of the times, and the pay is so little, to think I have to do this for 60 years or more, kills me ~_~

groceries, or rent?

being a cashier sucks, but at the same time, I don't expect better, my teenager years were very rough, and i don't know how i managed to stay alive until now, I thought they'd actually lock me up in a ward permanently but i guess not, I barely graduated lol, barely barely BARELY.

nothing matters, we all dissapear yet, i go do stuff i don't want to do everyday, and can't enjoy my life, I wish I'd take my advice more often, ahh, I'm so dissapointed, and yet people judge suicide, dying is way better than this stupid miserable existence

sometimes all i really wish to do is go back to days where my life basically depended on restricting, reach a weight goal or just shitting on other mpa users lol, i guess eventually we all have to move on, life goes forward, so do people, and they never stop moving, even if we think so

I'm really trying hard, and i just wish my efforts would actually be worth something

 

[Sleeper System]

I feel your pain every day. The world seemed a simpler place when a regular job was enough to make ends meet. Now we work and we can barely afford food let alone rent. Even if you were a store manager you would still struggle with how our economy is going right now. It's sad we have to live like this.

 

[overmorrow]

I feel your pain every day. The world seemed a simpler place when a regular job was enough to make ends meet. Now we work and we can barely afford food let alone rent. Even if you were a store manager you would still struggle with how our economy is going right now. It's sad we have to live like this.

I don't really complain much because there's always worse, but i wish things were different, I wish i would've gotten more opportunities in life, it's okay though, ill just move forward, I guess, I either kill myself or become the next Elon musk or something, i don't know, xd