Working feels like modern day slavery to me

[Mr.4x]

Every job I had, as soon as I step on the floor my energy just descends. I hate that I have to work and make money to live a stress free life. I'm 7 months off my zoloft I can't keep a job longer than a month therefore no zoloft for me. I wish zoloft was just available in stores to buy off the shelves like St. Johns-Wort pills the last time I tried to get back on zoloft was in February I told the prescriber about my 5 attempts and that I was 1 month off my zoloft when I tried to hang myself in my closet she said she couldn't help me like WTF!. And I never got my refund because that's the policy or whatever the app I was using was called CEREBRAL I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE!

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that working is just being a slave to the society, we are forced to exist and we have all these pressures and expectations placed on us. This life can be very depressing, all that humans do is just suffer for decades until they eventually die. That sounds very stressful what you are going through, I'm sorry that you have to endure that. I wish you the best.

 

[ikadasui]

When you're living a low quality life like most of us here work instantly becomes unbearable, but the alternitive is also hell. trapped like rats on an conveyer belt leading into a furnace

 

[Huntfish34]

Yes,. Same for me.... Somehow I'm going on 9yrs at my current job and Absolutely Fckn hate it. Numerous times I've contemplated just walking outta there and blowing my brains out in the parking lot.

All the politics and bullshit involved just amazes me in the worst way. I wish you all the best in this damn rat race we call life.

 

[BigG91]

Every job I had, as soon as I step on the floor my energy just descends. I hate that I have to work and make money to live a stress free life. I'm 7 months off my zoloft I can't keep a job longer than a month therefore no zoloft for me. I wish zoloft was just available in stores to buy off the shelves like St. Johns-Wort pills the last time I tried to get back on zoloft was in February I told the prescriber about my 5 attempts and that I was 1 month off my zoloft when I tried to hang myself in my closet she said she couldn't help me like WTF!. And I never got my refund because that's the policy or whatever the app I was using was called CEREBRAL I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE!

I don't think it's slavery if you interviewed for the job and are willing going to work in exchange for money.

Can't you get the Zoloft prescribed from another Psychiatrist ?

 

[Mr.4x]

I don't think it's slavery if you interviewed for the job and are willing going to work in exchange for money.

Can't you get the Zoloft prescribed from another Psychiatrist ?

I never had an interview for any of my past jobs and yes I was willing to work for money years ago but now I'm sick of doing so I'm no longer interested in material things therefore my hunger to make money has vanished. How about you ask if I've been interviewed for any of my jobs before assuming I have. All my jobs was at a warehouse.

 

[BigG91]

I never had an interview for any of my past jobs and yes I was willing to work for money years ago but now I'm sick of doing so I'm no longer interested in material things therefore my hunger to make money has vanished. How about you ask if I've been interviewed for any of my jobs before assuming I have. All my jobs was at a warehouse.

So how to you get the warehouse jobs ?

 

[Mr.4x]

So how to you get the warehouse jobs ?

Signup, background check, drug test, orientation, on job training then you work normally after that no "so why should we hire you" bullshit interview.

 

[BigG91]

Signup, background check, drug test, orientation, on job training then you work normally after that no "so why should we hire you" bullshit interview.

Thats not so bad ....way better than job interviews i feel.

 

[CommitSudoku]

I honestly don't mind working, it's just how I am makes it pure torture. Neither of my jobs is the problem for me, if my mental state was better they'd be fine. I'm not a fan of selling my time and not having much for myself but currently there's not much I'd do with my time anyways and staying busy is better. I used to be better about making the best of things and always trying to have a good attitude and those helped me a lot. Even when my supervisor would make things unbearable I could find things to make the best of it, like browsing the reddit community and feeling like I could belong with all the others on there and helping a bit to keep our store run even if in the long run it's meaningless.

Anxiety and exhaustion and general mental and physical issues are what makes the time working unbearable for me. Also knowing that because of these issues I can never do as well as I'd like myself to. In the end for me, even if I could live without needing a job my mental issues will persist. Keeping myself busy at least can be a distraction and a job feels more productive. It's doubtful I'd use the time better even if it was free. Just my thoughts on it. Trying to work can be torturous but for me in many ways it's better than being alone with myself and empty time.

 

[Cosmic dust]

In real slavery, that existed for most of the human history (and still may exist in some places), people would get beaten and killed if they refused to work, hell, even if the slave did everything right, they could still get beaten, mistreated, raped, killed, just because. All the work, most of the time, had no rewards, slaves would mostly only get enough to keep living and working.

I think we don't have it that bad now, all things considered, but yeah, working is exhausting and we feel trapped in a system that we have 0 chances of changing, it gives a feeling of hopelessness. Things could have been so much better, if all the riches of the world were better distributed we could work less and people could be nicer to each other, but of course, that is never happening.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

In real slavery, that existed for most of the human history (and still may exist in some places), people would get beaten and killed if they refused to work, hell, even if the slave did everything right, they could still get beaten, mistreated, raped, killed, just because. All the work, most of the time, had no rewards, slaves would mostly only get enough to keep living and working.

I think we don't have it that bad now, all things considered, but yeah, working is exhausting and we feel trapped in a system that we have 0 chances of changing, it gives a feeling of hopelessness. Things could have been so much better, if all the riches of the world were better distributed we could work less and people could be nicer to each other, but of course, that is never happening.

Every time a private jet crashes you can masturbate furiously thinking of the third degree burns to the occupants

 

[Cosmic dust]

Every time a private jet crashes you can masturbate furiously thinking of the third degree burns to the occupants

What?

Maybe I got a bit carried away on that post, but I don't enjoy the suffering of the others.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

What?

Maybe I got a bit carried away on that post, but I don't enjoy the suffering of the others.

I fiercely enjoy reading the obituaries of global elite figures. Recently I enjoyed the obituary of one madeleine Albright. I'm hoping to see the Kissinger obituary before I die

 

[Hell-On-Earth]

I honestly don't mind working, it's just how I am makes it pure torture. Neither of my jobs is the problem for me, if my mental state was better they'd be fine. I'm not a fan of selling my time and not having much for myself but currently there's not much I'd do with my time anyways and staying busy is better. I used to be better about making the best of things and always trying to have a good attitude and those helped me a lot. Even when my supervisor would make things unbearable I could find things to make the best of it, like browsing the reddit community and feeling like I could belong with all the others on there and helping a bit to keep our store run even if in the long run it's meaningless.

Anxiety and exhaustion and general mental and physical issues are what makes the time working unbearable for me. Also knowing that because of these issues I can never do as well as I'd like myself to. In the end for me, even if I could live without needing a job my mental issues will persist. Keeping myself busy at least can be a distraction and a job feels more productive. It's doubtful I'd use the time better even if it was free. Just my thoughts on it. Trying to work can be torturous but for me in many ways it's better than being alone with myself and empty time.

I have a similar state of mind. Realistically I shouldn't mind working so much, my job isn't so bad, but my insomnia, anxiety and depression make it almost impossible to cope. Plus to be honest I'm just not that bright, I feel like I'm completely out of my depth in my current job. If I found a way to manage my symptoms maybe I wouldn't be so obsessed to CTB. I currently have sick leave and my obsessions to CTB have decreased a fair bit but I feel so lost on how to handle any of my symptoms. The mental health services in my country are a complete joke, I still feel really lost.

 

[newave3]

Every time a private jet crashes you can masturbate furiously thinking of the third degree burns to the occupants

What?

Maybe I got a bit carried away on that post, but I don't enjoy the suffering of the others.

Pay this @SuicidallyCurious person no mind. It's obvious from their posts, he/she/it is one nasty,miserable creature.

 

[Shu]

Every time a private jet crashes you can masturbate furiously thinking of the third degree burns to the occupants

Wtf is wrong with you

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Wtf is wrong with you

Real simple: global elites have diverted necessary resources for the well-being of the general public to their vain delusions.

It's acceptable in life to celebrate justice

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Real simple: global elites have diverted necessary resources for the well-being of the general public to their vain delusions.

It's acceptable in life to celebrate justice

I don't think I agree with the suffering of people who haven't directly hurt me, but based.

 

[Darkover]

why do you think suicidal people are not allowed to kill themselves who would do all the crappy horrible jobs, if suicide was allowed nobody would be alive here to do thos crappy jobs for miniumal pay, we should all just unite and free ourselves from this awful enslavement. mass suicide, free the robots, free the slaves.