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madbananas
Wizard
- Apr 29, 2020
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I actually enjoy it. I enjoy the company of the people I work with. It's the second I leave that I remember everything in my life which means I need to ctb. I cry on my way home and I cry when I'm home until I fall asleep. The only time i avoid crying at home is when my mum is in my presence.
Anyone else similar? Internalising everything is beginning to feel like it's going to cause me a heart attack. Which in itself isn't so bad and would maybe be an ok way out. But realistically it would take years and years more of feeling like this for my heart to give out.
Anyone else similar? Internalising everything is beginning to feel like it's going to cause me a heart attack. Which in itself isn't so bad and would maybe be an ok way out. But realistically it would take years and years more of feeling like this for my heart to give out.