Within Rationality,
Of this fragility,
Of a bored and tired mind,
This is not a woe is me,
Out of misery,
Type of speak,
Not the whole meek,
Type of speak,
What kind of freak am I,
One who lies,
The one with truth,
Perception,
Is a curious thing,
So is deception,
The world is cruel and kind,
As we all are,
And everything in between,
The company I keep,
Versus the company I disown,
Not abandonment issues,
As one so naively,
Would think even within guilibility,
You judge me for who,
What,
When,
Where,
And why and how,
You talk about ego and pride,
Hm interesting,
What is yours to my own,
You think you know me,
But your not even me,
What are you God?
Such arrogance and insolence,
No one here on SS,
Bothers me,
Just those around me do,
Not schizoid,
As one might label,
Me,
Truth be told,
Humans are my misery,
Not all mind you,
There are those who just use,
As I do,
But this world,
Beyond my soul,
If I even have one,
This purpose,
Of my existence,
I question it all the time,
The most human thing to do,
For as we all are,
I understand some of the school shooters,
Some of those who I relate to,
Not to become one,
As you see or as you don't,
Psychotic features,
I should've never been born,
I get that now,
So do you,
Narcissistic,
And nihilism,
Even within my hypocrisy,
For you see the shotgun is what I want or need,
This life betrays us all,
Nothing but disappointments,
And failures as people,
Who won't let me die,
This therapist better be worth it,
If not then fuck off state stop setting me up with one just give me the money,
So I can repay my debt.
Of this fragility,
Of a bored and tired mind,
This is not a woe is me,
Out of misery,
Type of speak,
Not the whole meek,
Type of speak,
What kind of freak am I,
One who lies,
The one with truth,
Perception,
Is a curious thing,
So is deception,
The world is cruel and kind,
As we all are,
And everything in between,
The company I keep,
Versus the company I disown,
Not abandonment issues,
As one so naively,
Would think even within guilibility,
You judge me for who,
What,
When,
Where,
And why and how,
You talk about ego and pride,
Hm interesting,
What is yours to my own,
You think you know me,
But your not even me,
What are you God?
Such arrogance and insolence,
No one here on SS,
Bothers me,
Just those around me do,
Not schizoid,
As one might label,
Me,
Truth be told,
Humans are my misery,
Not all mind you,
There are those who just use,
As I do,
But this world,
Beyond my soul,
If I even have one,
This purpose,
Of my existence,
I question it all the time,
The most human thing to do,
For as we all are,
I understand some of the school shooters,
Some of those who I relate to,
Not to become one,
As you see or as you don't,
Psychotic features,
I should've never been born,
I get that now,
So do you,
Narcissistic,
And nihilism,
Even within my hypocrisy,
For you see the shotgun is what I want or need,
This life betrays us all,
Nothing but disappointments,
And failures as people,
Who won't let me die,
This therapist better be worth it,
If not then fuck off state stop setting me up with one just give me the money,
So I can repay my debt.
