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thats_a_wrap
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- Jun 1, 2020
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Anyone else hate being in family group gatherings? 1 at a time I can tolerate my family members, but in a group it's too much so i avoid those situations. I don't fully understand why, other than the intense anxiety and depression it seems to trigger, because they're all mostly nice people and luckily my family were loving growing up. Being the youngest of 4 I always felt not good enough. I did have a rocky relationship with my dad but things are ok now. 10 years ago my parents split which was really hard and I think things never felt the same since then.
I feel like distancing and withdrawing from them not only makes it easier to get by day to day but also somehow makes it easier to CTB. I still feel so much guilt for wanting to CTB though.
I feel like distancing and withdrawing from them not only makes it easier to get by day to day but also somehow makes it easier to CTB. I still feel so much guilt for wanting to CTB though.